Mar 4, 2021I wish I was religious. It seems really comforting, but I just can't buy into any religion.
Mar 4, 2021Damn yo I never really paid attention to them till now but that man Rocy can wear the fucc out some necc braids.
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Mar 4, 2021Need some time by myself, really liked driving in silence today, was refreshing not having to talk the whole time plus the rain whew
Mar 4, 2021
Creasyidk, i tried before but she does not seem to understand ever
she grew up in poverty, s***ty relationship to her parents, migrated here, had an alcoholic abusive husband and raised 3 children on her own so for her, life is all about survival and she doesnt seem to grasp the idea of other basic human needs like joy or social relationships n therefore doesnt meet me with much empathy when i express my problems caused by having deficits in those fields. like shes constantly telling me how good of a life i have when i genuinely am depressed, filled with resentment, have no friends etc
we just two completely different people with two different outlooks on life and it doesnt help she is rather conservative either
im turning 23 soon so i think naturally it is just about time i depart and start seeing her less, thats the only solution really
Fr I totally get how that can have a psychological impact on someone, some things you just can’t have control over but consistency counts for something right. Ik I don’t know ur story and she’s your mom and only u know best, just get the most out of the situation it’s nice that she’s still involved in ur life some parents wouldn’t give a s***, save up as much u can before u find a place for ur self
- Mar 4, 2021Creasy
idk, i tried before but she does not seem to understand ever
she grew up in poverty, s***ty relationship to her parents, migrated here, had an alcoholic abusive husband and raised 3 children on her own so for her, life is all about survival and she doesnt seem to grasp the idea of other basic human needs like joy or social relationships n therefore doesnt meet me with much empathy when i express my problems caused by having deficits in those fields. like shes constantly telling me how good of a life i have when i genuinely am depressed, filled with resentment, have no friends etc
we just two completely different people with two different outlooks on life and it doesnt help she is rather conservative either
im turning 23 soon so i think naturally it is just about time i depart and start seeing her less, thats the only solution really
bro are you me
- Mar 4, 2021Creasy
idk, i tried before but she does not seem to understand ever
she grew up in poverty, s***ty relationship to her parents, migrated here, had an alcoholic abusive husband and raised 3 children on her own so for her, life is all about survival and she doesnt seem to grasp the idea of other basic human needs like joy or social relationships n therefore doesnt meet me with much empathy when i express my problems caused by having deficits in those fields. like shes constantly telling me how good of a life i have when i genuinely am depressed, filled with resentment, have no friends etc
we just two completely different people with two different outlooks on life and it doesnt help she is rather conservative either
im turning 23 soon so i think naturally it is just about time i depart and start seeing her less, thats the only solution really
planning to move out end of this year let’s do it
- Mar 5, 2021
I gotta crush on my gp
- Mar 5, 2021·1 reply
Anybody thought about suicide. Seriously.
Mar 5, 2021you claim “madness” & “sadness” like it’s convenient - you do it so often that you start to believe it . you have demons so nobody can “blame” you ,
but who is the master and who is the slave ?
- Mar 5, 2021
how could i refuse you when you sold it to yourself ?
Mar 5, 2021
- Mar 5, 2021
For the first time in my life, it doesn’t feel like a Friday. Idk we’ll see how it is when the sun is out.
Technically it’s still a Thursday night to me. Emotionally, I don’t say it’s a new day just bc midnight hit
Mar 5, 2021was today national pawg day cuz thats all I was seeing at work today
- Mar 5, 2021Sleazy
Anybody thought about suicide. Seriously.
i stood on the ledge of a bridge but couldnt do it
- Mar 5, 2021
so pretty dudes think i’m a dyke
- Mar 5, 2021
- Mar 5, 2021
worst working shift of the whole year
never again
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- Mar 5, 2021
i absolutely hate being sober this s*** is soooooooo lame
Mar 5, 2021These niggas sick! I just got done working OT and they want me to work again tomorrow
- Mar 5, 2021
whats that going to sleep at 9pm on another friday night because you cant take being conscious? yep thats me
- Mar 5, 2021
i cant fall asleep and its really hard to not feel like killing myself rn
