Every fabric of my being is exhausted

I wish I had the balls to just quit my job on the spot lol

does anyone know if you can prevent yourself from dreaming of somebody?

its been over 6 months that i broke off all contact with this person and with as much as i despise her and how hard i try to focus solely on myself, this f***ing b**** appears in my dreams at least once a week. every time i wake up in an awful mood and cant seem to shake it off for the rest of the day
i still cant get over all the bs she put me through and how much i gave a f*** about her. im f***ing tired of dreaming of her. i dont want to ever see her again, not exchange a word, nothing and here she is trapped in my f***ing mind.

i guess if this is the See You In My Nightmares portion of the healing process at least i only have 2 more tracks left before its over with huh

kills us bro, we just gotta train ourselves better and not get addicted to that feeling

you gotta actively try to get her out of your head every time you think of her
every time just come back and think about something else and don’t let it consume you

im trying trust me im trying my hardest, theres not a bone in my body that WANTS to think of her but she keeps appearin in my dreams

how are you training yourselves to be better bro ?

i struggle with this too

don't even like the girl but think about her far too much

This is gonna sound bad but you might have to stop pushing her out of your mind. That resistance isnt pushing her out, its just pushing her further deeper into your subconscious for quick relief, those thoughts have to come out somewhere and somehow.

When those thoughts arise you should let them in, its painful, but its your truth, and facing it, letting it out, is the only way to move on. I promise you’ll feel better with time.

Bright side, usually when you let those thoughts in they dont even stay for long.

god damn it

It hurts, but trust me. I’ve lived both lives of suppression and expression.

Expression is intense, but that clarity on the other side is euphoric

Word to @Psychodrama .

Been craving this fish all week

They deadass opened up a new spot in the middle of a pandemic, a thriving one at that

fixing my attention span, staying in the present more, and trusting the process even though the results are what’s most important
and staying off/limiting my use on platforms and media that reward instant gratification in the worst ways

Man it's always crazy when you see these big ass youtubers and they some s*** comes out about them. And its usually about them being pedophiles/groomers

“Defrost them fine ass b****es ”

My mom about to get me a chipotle cheese steak

you already lknow fam

LETS EAT

Very disappointed in this company.

Doesn't look like I'll be shipping my car....

I’ll never forgive Twitter for killing August Ames

Rest In Peace queen

Beat my first Pokemon game

It's so hard bettering yourself and genuinely being proud of your growth and then running into a new issue. Guess that' life though.

The internet is only good for Looney Tunes archives.

i dont care if its church im taking it with me