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all i can do is give as much as i can to my community

Building a fightstick

i heard it's a lot cheaper when you build it, yeah?

pomodoro is amazing

Depends on what kind you going for, but most of the time it's about the same.
Just feels good to build it yourself.

Disgusting the way people twist words to fit their own points

I love it bro. People like you make the world better no one should have any type of tolerance for that s*** but you know how people be. That's heart bro I'll get f***ed up over that type of s*** if I have too idgaf not on my watch bro.

Pessimism is not the wave bro. You manifest your destiny. When you wake up in the morning look at the mirror and call yourself big daddy tell yourself you're the f***ing man. At some point youll believe it. Keep telling yourself you ain't s*** and youre stuck and you're f***ed see where that gets you. I go back and forth and it's a daily struggle for me bro but you definitely ingrain those kinda thoughts into yourself. Other people can influence your self esteem as well a***yze people bro mofuckers reveal themselves constantly anyone with the bullshit don't f*** with them. Kick it with hungry people bro creatives people who will motivate you.

I don't think the self is as important as you think. We're a f***ing spec of sand we could be gone tomorrow. However influence and your legacy will live forever bro through your people or the things you create. And what you leave behind is important. When I die I'ma die a legend can't no one say anything Ill about me. I tried my best I loved hard and I like to think I'm a positive influence on my people. Money ain't s*** to me im not taking that s*** to the grave I work to survive and to acquire more resources to increase my ability to help others that's what I'm here for.

my finger hurts but it isn't going to fall off I hope.

pain is really important sometimes to reset your brain

An ex of mine who pretty much ghosted me and ruined my degree in a sense has unblocked me on everything

Must be a sign that I'm doing good for myself. What a weird ego boost that is but

i just wanna chill man wtf is this

We definitely life on in our actions but Id argue our actions are a reflection of the self.

I don’t know how to describe this but the pain is almost pleasurable to me

It makes me feel alive for some reason

Yeah but you choose who you want to be. There's a duality to us all. I can be a piece of s*** if i wanted to but then I'll be remembered as a piece of s*** who nobody liked. I would be leaving a negative influence on the world by afflicting trauma or abuse onto others but that ain't me bro I'm not here to do evil. So yeah if you're a piece of s*** you're gonna do piece of s*** things. But if you're a real one you're gonna do real s***.

I agree, that's why I was asking if the self is the arbiter of what's important.

Because if it is than it's up to the self to make the choices presented by that duality.

outstanding

Facts bro Idk about god or the devil or anything like that. But I can sense negative energy in the air bro and when I'm doing what Im suppose to I know it too. I cloud my judgement with d**** sometimes you can't make clear decision with a clouded mental state. I believe some people are more prone to be wicked maybe because how there brain is wired or trauma they've endured. But it's our responsibility to address those issues and process them before you possibly hurt yourself or someone else. There's serial killers with brothers and sisters who endured the same trauma and they battled thru that s*** without commiting atrocities. Psychology is fascinating brother.

Bruh why this customer b**** sound like she’s h****

man

It’s settling in that I’m moving to Texas in a few months. It’s a bit bittersweet but you got to move forward.