Damn. No worries

Talk with the old homie got me energized. Good to know we both in the lab working on ourselves. Love that nigga

no sparks needed if you look up and see the moonlight

Feeling more enlightened today, letting go of a lot s*** rn.

we done been through so much 😔

i genuinely feel like killing myself when i see a beautiful girl why is this the case

and it also somehow ties into this

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i think sometimes i feel like i know i wont make memories with that person due to me not even having a chance and then i get in this hopeless state of mind.
the density of people who would want to make an impression on this particular person is so grand, and my perception of self is so low, that i start feeling really bad about myself to the point it only comes natural to want to do the opposite of surviving

idk sometimes it also just evokes memories of times where i had lost all my rationality due to being blinded by physical attraction. then past trauma starts twirling in my mind, which leads me to being in just a generally negative state of mind.

im still lacking a lot of self confidence and self love. through all these years im still not able to attain it in sufficient amounts and it really has a strong effect on my reality.

and its all self control. i need to improve my self control and do things i would want a better version of myself doing, instead of just going with what feels comfortable in the moment.

tough times but im still here. ill do something right some day and maybe it will make sense in the grand scheme of things. ill try harder each day.

Why is he texting me about a smash bros tournament? Idgaf

staying up long not good for my mental

Can’t wait till my sister actually gives a f*** about something. That’ll be a sight

i know a lot of dumbasses in my life, but this woman is hands down the textbook definition of insane. She cant go a month without doing something stupid and destructive

Haven’t had an appetite all week smh

Peace of mind is all I want.

Lets hope for the best, this s*** is exhausting tho

so down just gonna stay in bed all day

her. shes on my mind.

Fela Kuti the greatest

on the phone with the state motor vehicle department and i'm getting homicidal thoughts