good lord the h**** demon possessing me rn i got cheeks waiting for me and i’m out of state.

without a word

Just lost a basketball game to a bunch of guys who looked aggressively racist

Anyone have a solid sleep routine? I can’t seem to consistently get to sleep regularly and been having 3-4 hours sleep for the past few days.

aggressively racist

Why did it break your heart?

With stuff like this it’s way more important to address the root of the problem than to keep relying on escapism.

Addressing the problem may seem like a huge feat, but I can assure you no matter how bad it is, it’s not as bad you’re making it out to be in your head.

Why keep using this form of escapism and never be truly happy when you could just confront reality and then be content in reality?

Have you tried talking to a professional? It would probably help you a lot

all rude white guys with dirty mo's and mullets, guarantee they say some racist s*** at the pub i can just tell

If talking to a stranger on the internet has helped you even a little bit, imagine how much a trained psychologist who can give you suggestions proven to work will help.

Things are gonna get better for you brother

My greatest mental defeat
I succumb to the silence and confusion
There was only 1 trail now its sand
There was love and there still is
There was humanity but that is all gone
Draw stick figures in the mud
And watch them shadow box these demons
Deep down, 12 feet under,
Where i hide, motionless
Barely able to spark a thought
Blank stares, a movie noir,
In the stars set, light my blunt in my pinoir
My greatest mental defeat
Sobriety has become the playground i feared
A billion voices in the chicken scratch,
But the most valuable one, yours
Is not here
Tears dangling from my lashes, blur my path
And i know stars crash but this is theft

Been thinking about what its going to be like going back to a 9-5er. I'll miss the flexible freedom of contract work but that really good money will def make up for it 😎

Going to New York next year🤞

rariiiii

I have a headache but maybe I'm
Just hungry.
Also I have to work overnight shift in a freezing cooler and I think my coworker quit so I'm kinda bummed out rn. Fuuuuuuck!!!

I hate this idolatry. Why can't mfers just give without being fn weirdos about it.

If you know all of this inevitable, why do you fret over it?