I feel like my friend is gonna ask me to be The Godfather of his children
The only reason why I wanna get into the BSDM life is to get beat up and get the same dopamine rush I receive when I used to self harm
not new to lucid dreaming but it’s been a long while.
kind of crazy. i knew i was dreaming but i couldn’t break out of it. so i was just chilling minding me and some friends come over to me (we’re at some sort of gathering, lot of familiars) and asks what’s up. i straight up am like “tryna get out of this dream lol” and some of them are like “i knew something was up!” as if we’re all conscious that we’re in a dream. i’ve never experienced other people being aware they’re in my dream. some didn’t believe it until they saw something off like seeing their twin, then they agreed.
it was interesting it really didn’t feel like it was my own dream but more like a dream lobby and we all met up. finally broke it, woke up, and decided to fall back to sleep and get back into it. they were still conscious. at some point we were all in control of phasing in and out of it, joining and leaving the session. it was pretty dope
Highkey just want a girl from my past to pop and start s***. Im that bored i want to be amused manye..
We will be okay
I lined up a great Christmas without even realizing. Looking forward to next year.
I'm working 12 hours a day for the next few months let's f***ing GO
Bout to get this BAG an a published paper I'm hype
I feel physically ill right now, but if I leave this shift early, everyone is going to hate me...