LordPrettyFlackoJR

5y

Like fr
Mfers be asking me what is up and that if i wanna tell em something i should

B**** stfu u wont
Nigga opened up about his mental warfare anf niggas just leaving u on read, f***in actually pathetic af
Not even my trainer responded

It took me so much effort anf so long to even be able to sit tf down and start writing that s***

Compassion; zero
But again should've known, black people with emotions and scars that need an ear or aid? Ha

Like fr its pathetic, i should've never f***in done it, the mental chemical warfare it already cost me to put myself to it, to actually write em and actually give them an insightful explanation about a subject thats really not easy to discuss

I mean, i been isolating for weeks now, i cant even handle standard human interaction atm, f***in rebuilding myself so hard
Just to be. Ignored

And see tje thing about death is, it doesn't necessarily solve anything imo
But when each day of ur life u have been made to feel like a pile of dust slowly fading away, it seems like death is a place of solitude, no judging, being one with ur mistakes and eventually letting go of the rat race pursuing ultimate mental freedom
And if u been feeling detached from " "Normal" and reality and have been further nurtured this way
This place is no longer a place of fear, but comfort

Its what they say ppl with high anxiety do
They prepare and selectively chose the danger zones and environments and stear away from those, use tactics to get out

But what if every place we go to has the same 4 walls covered with mold from the wet ceiling caused by dry tears?
Then maybe this reality just isn't sufficient enough anymore

garetare

5y

just get sad a lot over small things

ovocrew

5y

Stay positive.

ovocrew

5y

Stay positive.