Nigga could’ve just texted back and said HOME DEPOT
There’s an inclement weather warning and it’s supposed to be cold AF, there’s so many homeless in San Antonio. Especially this one street where I work there’s this fat guy who be walking every single day with no shirt, pair of shorts pushing his cart.
Hope they’ll be aight
Still feel as if im stuck in this derealization episode
I can't seem to connect with anything or anybody
Life still feels like an automated pencil line sketch, where i can only really live in the now but still only see the "now" from a 3rd eye perspective
Just a pair of eyes that is there
My awareness of past and future is also lost, which in turn creates this huge personality gap
Cant hold onto anything or anyone,since its all gone
Its so difficult really
I cant talk to anyone about it cause none relates plus its too hard to really get it over ma lips
Its worrying me too
Walking in the streets is really a nightmare, feels so detached and weird
And the way ppl look at me or run,just seems to confirm this....
Waiting till ma tank is empty i guess
Went from a life filled with color
To nothingness
White noise with some black lines on it, all i see and hear
I have been thinking what to say to you all day.
Just know you are loved. By me and a lot of people on here. Your voice no matter what anybody will say is a voice. You can find people who connect with you, including me.
Never feel that you are alone. You are not. When you do reach out. I will be there. A lot of the true OGs will and so many more will. Never Ever think you are alone.
This is why this forum exists for you snd me, I am a vet I’ve been from when it was just a few of us back on Ktalk s*** even before when we grew it.
Never think you are ever alone. Feelings or anything you want to express. I got you.
WE GOT YOU
Never think the love stops with people we know because it does not. You are family and thank you for sharing what you are feeling.
I love you and KTT loves you
Need to cut back on phone time. I've been a dopamine addict the past few days.
I want a haircut but coming from buzzcut my hair is still too short to do anything good with it 😐