Got high at work

Never again lol

World war and racial upheaval seem inevitable this decade

Unless your job is chill and you’re alone

work work work

So much racism
Ppl being openly racist in public cause they think BLM enables this

Scary times over here

Even my mother in law

So wild, the amount of foul and cruelty they normalized

"Thats what ur family deserve!!! U were born to be slaves,ur monkey's from monkey continent, act like it'...

Fear is very big

@ war with myself

Our Scriptures prepares us for these moments

It doesn’t tell me how to get rich though

John 3:27
John replied, “A man can receive only what is given him from heaven.

Matthew 6:33
33 But seek ye first the kingdom of God, and his righteousness; and all these things shall be added unto you

Proverbs 11:4
Riches profit not in the day of wrath: but righteousness delivereth from death.

Matthew 6:19-22

19 Lay not up for yourselves treasures upon earth, where moth and rust doth corrupt, and where thieves break through and steal:

20 But lay up for yourselves treasures in heaven, where neither moth nor rust doth corrupt, and where thieves do not break through nor steal:
21 For where your treasure is, there will your heart be also.

22 The light of the body is the eye: if therefore thine eye be single, thy whole body shall be full of light.

Everything we have comes from The Most High. Just keep His commandments and believe in Christ and the rest will be given to you. Riches, wealth etc. are ancillary in this walk. God can make u a billionaire overnight, u just gotta serve Him and he'll provide your hearts desires just like He did David and Solomon.

Still tired but can’t sleep 😴

Your MIL is telling you all that? Damn.

woke up @ 3am fa what 😵‍💫

sleep been a challenge this week

I have prioritized getting right with God over trying to make money but I also understand that you have to work at what you want as well. Good investments take consistent effort.

Nah every white person ever sadly

Since a youngin, now mind u this is way before internet was how it is today

They would teach black kids, what they were znd. Werent
How we come from the zoos
How nothing really much is expected from us
We are animals,look at ur ft, ur color, ,hair,smell,body type, u cannot wear this brand cause its white ppl only etc

Mind u; were still kids
Grown ups,peers etc are all feeding us this
Took me till ma late teens to discover how messed up everything was/is
And if u stand up,youll be ridiculed
Ofcourse every room am in its;
1 black guy vs 20 white ppl lol

No matter what u do or say as a foreigner here;
Youll never win
Never get the props

I mean for gods sake my sis studying pharmacy and ppl still baffled cause she black anf she's even in last yr uni now,one of the last ppl standing in her yr.....

"Ur only good at sports cause genetics, blacks are ALWAYS in advantage'
Was the top 2 every sport i did in my sportschool
If i were white i wouldve been praised to death
Nah teachers just bullied me cause there was 1-2 sports i wasn't as good in, so they ridiculed my entire persona Everytime i aced their sports lane :mm:

I mean i been seeing authority figures use me or othe foreign ppl as they laughing stock in filled venues and bars
And everyone just be laughing

Dk how much trauma these mfers think we can handle fr
But i already know, if i see a few ppl back they ginna get the slap

Bullying young foreign kids in an environment they're always the weakest link smh lame ass f***s

"im not racist don't say that,it hurts me because im not!!!!"

Proceeds to never even excuse herself for her racially loaded comments or bias...

Typical they get offended
And i be like;
"Ah again, my feelings are being invalidated cause if i told u how much u just hurt me, im hurting you cause im accusing you of doing something foul but now im supposed to feel sorry for calling u out" type of bullshit

I know life is good when I find a few songs I have on repeat all day all Lauryn Hill singles

3 am laying in bed thinking about my future. I got class in the morning at 9 am too rip……

Rip to us brother

I got work at 10:00 and its finna be 6:30 am over here, cant sleep at all

Woke up at 1 am and didn’t go back to sleep.