If I had the option to choose peace and that meant not waking up I’d take that s***. Niggas be tied. I been running on E for too long.
Was extra h**** today, the titties I saw while waking past this one chick didn’t help either
No suicidal s*** but b sometimes I just wanna disappear for a few months
S***ty day of work
Do y’all have people that you knew that have essentially fallen off the face of the earth?
Like I got people I know from my freshman year of college who I was friends with, then they dropped out, deleted or abandoned their social media, and were never heard from again. Like they’re practically dead to me and nobody knows what happened to them.
One of my first friends i ever had moving into my jr high died after we graduated (I graduated in 2018) i didn't know till months after the pandemic started just cuz one of my friends brought it up. It was always crazy to me that i didn't know and probably would've never known if my friend just didn't happen to bring it up
Why do we fight to live even when our lives are crashing? What’s the incentive to keep going when nothing you do is ever right and you just f*** s*** up whether it’s directly or indirectly
“What do you wanna achieve in life” idk b I just wanna be happy for starters but I don’t think it’s possible at this point. I know how this ends.
Anyone that was strong enough to beat depression or is putting up a good fight I really salute y’all. I try to look up to y’all for some energy to keep pushing but I’m drained.
This is probably stupid asl typing all this itt but idgaf. I’d rather vent on some anonymous stuff than to talk about this with people irl.
I’ve never in my life felt so purposeless.
i'm not good at consoling people but i jus wanna say that i think you're one of the better posters here and i respect your opinions even if i disagree with them. hope you feel better
I’ve never in my life felt so purposeless.
it's a horrible feeling. i've also been living out every day and not even knowing why i try. you've prolly not seen me post before but you've always come off as a great genuine guy, i really hope you find the direction you need.
“What do you wanna achieve in life” idk b I just wanna be happy for starters but I don’t think it’s possible at this point. I know how this ends.
You know how it ends? What does that mean. Thats the demons putting ideas in your head, dont listen to em
Do y’all have people that you knew that have essentially fallen off the face of the earth?
Like I got people I know from my freshman year of college who I was friends with, then they dropped out, deleted or abandoned their social media, and were never heard from again. Like they’re practically dead to me and nobody knows what happened to them.
im that guy i moved away from my town after high school and ghosted
If u ain't read The Book of Joy bout the week these two spent together it's well worth it