I try to make sense of it all. I just can't. I know it's bad to say, but I'm usually good driving after a couple drinks and time. I went to watch WrestleMania out of all the things.lol I was bored and just had 2 shots at 5pm... I didn't leave until 1130. I thought I could handle but I blacked out. I don't even remember driving which is scary. Anything could have happened. I lived down the street, but my wreck was on the other side of town. I'm still trying to find out why I was over there, and I have no reasoning. I'm a homebody too, I never go out. The one time I go out. I have been drinking more lately after my mom died last year. But its always at my apartment, and I always had the common sense to never drive. Thank god I put my seatbelt on during my wreck. Which is weird for me to be safe and put it all but continue on to drink and drive all the way on the other side of town for no reason. I just can't make sense of it and feel like a s*** human being
damn fam it rly sucks how life works sometimes, i wish u the best getting through this, and yea i totally feel u about the usually being good thing, i used to drive after drinking all the time never got into any issues but its f***ing stupid so i stopped
damn fam it rly sucks how life works sometimes, i wish u the best getting through this, and yea i totally feel u about the usually being good thing, i used to drive after drinking all the time never got into any issues but its f***ing stupid so i stopped
I don't even feel like drinking again. Anything stupid in my life had drinking play a part. But nothing never happened this bad. Sad thing is, I don't even remember driving. that day I had white claws and 2 shots. I'm just thinking I was drinking white claws too fast. I use have some white claws and okay to drive, but should never even got into that habit. I live in a small country town, and live down the street. So my dumb ass was use to just have some claws and then heading home down the street. Then one day I just got hammered and the rest is a nightmare. Thankfully I didn't hurt anyone or myself. My car is totaled, I could have easily been hurt.
I love when niggas hate on me it only makes me more egotistical
Especially ktt niggas like bro I've been hated on IRL I don't give half a s*** about some internet niggas
S*** is funny tho
I don't even feel like drinking again. Anything stupid in my life had drinking play a part. But nothing never happened this bad. Sad thing is, I don't even remember driving. that day I had white claws and 2 shots. I'm just thinking I was drinking white claws too fast. I use have some white claws and okay to drive, but should never even got into that habit. I live in a small country town, and live down the street. So my dumb ass was use to just have some claws and then heading home down the street. Then one day I just got hammered and the rest is a nightmare. Thankfully I didn't hurt anyone or myself. My car is totaled, I could have easily been hurt.
Yea I mean there's so many factors that play into how alcohol affects u, that's probably why the laws are how they are just to be on the safe side
I rly do feel for ya tho my brother got a DUI and I've seen how it can make s*** harder for people. It sucks but you'll be alright jus take s*** one day at a time and don't panic
50% mystery meat, 25% grease, and 25% corn syrup
i mean... its always like that but this s*** tasted terrible
that was the worst sesame chicken i ate in my f***ing life
Sesame chicken sounds good tho
50% mystery meat, 25% grease, and 25% corn syrup
i mean... its always like that but this s*** tasted terrible
Damn
the fried rice hit harder than the chicken. s*** threw me off lmao
My condolences
Just got a new job
I have a lot of self-healing to do. Nothing traumatic, but I’ve identified a lot of blindspots and insecurities in my relationship with myself that I didn’t pick up on when I felt more tapped in.
Sometimes I feel guilty that I’m not as tapped in as I was, being so hyperfocused on real world s*** took me away from myself admittedly, which feels weird because I still feel as if I’ve continued to mature and use my most divine version of myself as a genesis for how I lead my life. Im proud of who i am and feel as if those close to me hold me in sincerely high regards, but there’s a richness, a spiritual submissiveness, a dissolved ego that i can’t tell if I need to regain, or do a lot of “house cleaning” to make room for
It’s sad when you think you can trust the people you have for so long…my pops drags my mom for how she treats me yet doesn’t realize he is doing the same s***. Make me so f***ing aggravated