go f*** yourself in the ass with a ten feet pole you little b****

i remember the exact moment i told my ex, i cut all my toxic friends off, which was basically almost everyone i let come to close to me

and instead of being happy or interested, or wanting to help

nah she was shocked, and she would tell or ask me;
"u sure u will cut them? u not scared of being alone?"

thats the moment my gut realized
and looking back, thats the moment she knew she was f***ed

i know niggas over here is raised is severely toxic households and if they got themselves a dime in a toxic relationship, or even regular friend they not finna cut cause of status/beauty/power
aka ppl is scared to end up alone

but am not like that and thats when she realized it too
thats when toxic a******s lose their power; ur fear of being alone is what drives them cause u gon get back like a stray dog

she rekindled with all her friends, whom she called toxic
literally "fear of being alone"
id rather be alone than in the toxic trenches

but ill just never forget her face, her eyes and tone
when i dropped it with full pride and confidence that am feeling alot more freee

i guess she saw it comin and was tryin to damage control it

its really funny how u can expose ppl
or just make them sweat bricks

without even pointing fingers or calling out names
specially toxic folks

but then instead of correcting they wrongs, theyll usually try and see how much further they can irk ya ass

I wanna b a systems a***yst/architect

gave it my all, 180% from every fiber in my being. s*** hurt like how that ain't work out in any form. every day i understand those who committed suicide more than ever, this place really hell

I had a dream I broke my legs on the side of the road and some dude came up to me an started touching me

S*** was jus a dream but It was very disturbing and I couldn't imagine what it's like to a actually experience that

i started a systems concentration this semester, just chose it cause it had the fewest graduation requirements but it actually seems pretty interesting

no lie idk what that means lmao

i program so i assume its something to do with that but i jus saw someone with that title an thought it looked cool

I got out the navy officially last year after 5 years.

It's full of men who are like that too...video games, junk food, video games, and doing other childish/weirdo s***.

I hope you got yourself a gun cause if war break out we might be f***ed

hate when ppl are superstitious

oh im not gonna order online cus they always give less food so imma make us wait for 10 minutes for them to cook my s***

damn lol thats wild

yea fam idk what it is bout them games but niggas b putting OD time into that s***

What's even wilder is how majority of these twitch gamer streaming cats are fat asses or skinny weak looking f***s.

Like nigga...you can't hit the gym before you sit your ass down for hours and play video games?

im not sure exactly what it means for software either but for any field at a high level its just putting a set of moving parts/subsystems together

my pm when i worked as a mechanical engineer was a systems engineer, he needed to understand how the subsystems each teams subsystems (me, ee, bme, swe) worked and also how they would work together with each other, really smart guy he used to be an ee/swe

looking at some job postings right now seems like some at some companies its more like an engineering role and others its more devops/IT

Ok that makes sense so like a project manager for smart people

Maybe when I'm like 40 I'll do something like that

The change in seasons is painful every time

partied all weekend and ate like a king...

scared to look at my bank account and my scale

gonna start being conservative tomorrow, lets see if i can get in shape and go one weekend without partying

i might have to f*** this nigga b**** so he can see the light

nvm he hispanic i forgot they like crazy women

poetry

you went crazy on this one