I need to stop vaping holy f*** how did this even happen to me I used to get coked out and chain smoke cigarettes and have no urge when I got sober

But I hit the vape all day every day and it f***s up my appetite and makes me feel blah and it makes me not wanna smoke weed I just hit this all day

my girlfriend drinks but shes not a "drinker"
she will legit babysit a drink for 3-4 hours. ONE drink.

and this is at home mind you. not when we are out. she wants to go out more than stay in and she asks if id like to go to a bar with her but.....no. if you cant even do some trial runs at the crib and make fun happen there, if you NEED to go outside just to feel the "vibe" in order to not have a drink in ur hands for 2 hours then she can do that with her friends/family. she just gonna end up doin the same s*** regardless. be on her phone scrollin too hard, not engaging, or just semi dancing while not drinking. either way, dont involve me.

gets even more annoying when she acts like shes gonna drink with me at home and specifically requests s*** to drink that i buy and she doesnt drink it. then gets a lil buthurt when i leave the house at like 11 or midnight cuz aint s*** movin at home. f*** am i really doin wit u besides drinking alone? i would (and do much rather go to a bar and read s*** on my phone than stay home and do that while she pump fakes.

f*** that s***. either be sober or at least follow social standards and drink your f***ing drink. especially if you didnt pay for it but asked for it.

Man it’s 2023 and I still can’t look at or listen to Mac without my heart dropping. RIP that guy forever dude.

tell her this bro

Think I’m gonna grow a beard again but I dislike how intimidating I feel I appear

Smoking really gives me the craziest anxiety. I think I’m about to just come off it forever. Not like I do it often anyways but I think I’m at the point where I’m not missing anything from it leaving it behind

Good your leaving it behind
Same thing happened to me

gotta get my brows done tm

I’ve had my good times with it just don’t need it anymore :)

I just found out about WeChat

China really a different world some black mirror stuff foreal

I wish I lived somewhere more secluded; i dream of having a quiet place in like Idaho, the dakotas, Wyoming preferably with a basement or place I could have loud ass speakers and really make a home space I could just chill tf out at

Tired of cramped big city living

first n foremost, appreciate you takin the time to reply.

i have told her this and she insist that she doesnt feel energetic enough at home to drink and be "fun". she has fun outside. cept the same s*** happens then. one drink for 2 hours then a half one and she insist that shes cool while the whole time shes recording for insta. s***s annoying.

idk any guy personally who wants to go out with a girl and have her record s*** for the gram or tik tok. but it is what it is.

i visit my local watering hole and have drunk-ish convos with some women there occasionally. nothing sus, just want that type of energy.

Should’ve watched scream instead

I hate that sinking feeling that I sometimes get from anxiety. Especially when I’m walking, it literary feels like you’re sinking/floating away

Start doing x****

Numbing d**** related problems with d****

I did this with alcohol

Well like to stop drinking but

Did it too, drank loads of craft beer for the taste of it, at least that was what I told everyone.

It worked for my anxiety but the day after I got even more anxious

Had to quit alcohol. Haven’t drank since New Year’s Eve, except for one time during a date

Everything was so much easier when we were kids