Walked past my ex rummaging through a dumpster 5 minutes ago , I made eye contact with her for 2 seconds and kept walking past her without saying a word

She broke up with me 😭

Every day is a new low for me

• nasir fisher

imma be stuck here forever huh

On the one hand , my d*** use , coupled with a slight change in my eating habits ( off and on intermittent fasting ) as well as a 15 minute semi - intense training routine involving just 225 crunches , 50 pushups , and a bit of 15 pound dumbbell work + 3 rounds of planks where I lift my knee up towards my chest 15 times - that’s literally my entire home workout routine that I try to do at least twice a week , but I’ve never been able to workout more than 4 times every 7 days ( I have a gym membership as well where I do that stuff plus some machine work but I’ve hardly ever gone and never stayed more than 45 minutes ) - has led to me going from my heaviest ever at 235 and probably 240 fr , to 177

On the other hand , I am an addict and it has only made my life more and more difficult as the years go by

I’m not sure what I want to do because what’s the point of committing to sobriety if I know I’m just going to go back to using once I get my s*** together

I think I would rather spend the time it takes for me to get sober on learning to manage my habit because it hasn’t been all bad honestly and it’s not like you can tell from looking at me , like I’m not on crack or heroin or meth where I’m scratching my skin off and stuff like that

Posting your kids on the same social media platform you post sexual pictures or promote your onlyfans on is tacky as f***.

You addicted to pills?

Yes , I think they are fentanyl which is crazy

“ perc 30s “

Bro... Fentanyl? Damn

Tacky is not really the word for it , but at the same time I feel you , because I was going to say I flat out disagree with your choice of words but when I thought about it the only thing I can think of that’s almost or just as f***ed up as what you’re talking about is the prostitutes I had s***with in hotel rooms where I f***ed them b****es in the bed on the right and their kids would be sleeping in the bed on the left

So the phenomenon you’re referring to does honestly seem like a bougie version of that

Can you expound please you’re not gonna hurt my feelings bruh

I think that a lot of lies are being told about fentanyl because I’ve done an unbelievable amount of that s*** in the space of 24 hours and never even came remotely close to overdosing

And I just can’t picture the withdrawals being half as bad as harder d**** but then again I’ve been doing that s*** every day for a couple of years now and so I guess I don’t actually know how bad the withdrawals can really get

what’s the stack

Man, ol girl the biggest hater of all time I Ain't ever seen a hater like this outside of chick flicks

My spouse surpassed an assistant manager almost immediately after being hired and now my spouse live rent free in her head lmfao.

But now my spouses self esteem and belief in their competence is getting low and I'm trying my best to mitigate.

I pity the manager, she's embarrassing. Me and mine will forever be up tho

Gorilla mind respawn x gorilla mind shroom this month.

One scoop of the respawn and 3 pills of the shroom.

As soon as I wake up.

Listen to one album, then go to war with the work.

Let's see how this routine works.

I don't feel like i can truly relate to any of my friends, i can't see myself ever getting into a relatinshio and even tho i love my family, i have to always pretend to be something i'm not in order to feel accepted by them.
So it seems like i'll be lonely forever, accepting this feels liberating tho. I can just stop caring.

allow me to expound for him

aheem