Shoulda just took my drunk ass home instead of coming into this after party club πππππ
Or at least I should just kept talking with this Dominican shorty instead of going to order a drink. Which too SO f***ing long that by the time I even got it, it wasnβt worth it anymore π
I feel a little bad because I think sheβs here alone and sheβs sloppy drunk. I thought these two gay guys were her friends but I guess they arenβt
Jealousy/envy amongst men is really bigger than people think
And not spoken about enough
How easily men are offended by other men doing good or looking better, or even both
Like stranger men, that idk or give a f*** about really gotta pull up on me on da streets to try and downplay or figure my s*** out, aka "why is your natural presence offending me"
Even looking back in ma youth it's scary how many folks was jealous of me for whatever reason
Now jealousy is an emotion everyone feels/has
But why do people need to react to it so negatively, specially amongst men
Like niggas really do the most, to let u know they don't like u, or act like they don't care or the need to prove that they are somehow on your level or higher
Or need to brag about all the b****es they got
Etc
Most men can't even make decent eye contact bro π
Too scared or in their toxic feels
Like I wouldn't call it macho behavior or a test of masculinity
It's more so a coping strategy for lack of confidence, jealousy, envy
Any man I've met that wasn't envious or jealous, always was secure in their life, their choices and how they are/look, they're satisfied
And have no issues talking about anything
Or being confronted by someone different, a person who is happy
We have this ability to let it "be"
Others on the other hand can't let it be
They must control it
Control their fears, by controlling the feared
So they cope trying to create a brutal version of themselves
But this version stinks of insecurity
Cause by trying to control the feared,they lose track of their own self
I find it very weird tbh how high this level of toxic masculinity/jealousy reaches and how prominent it is in this western society
Specially towards black folks.
so chickens lay eggs that means the shell of the egg is also produced inside the chickens body thats freaky
Yes. Itβs true. I am the black mage of the north.
Need al the d**** and alcohol now
Gucci gang
Know that s*** gotta be lethal
Ooooh that girl is murder
Everybody get down
Ooooh that girl is murder
Everybody get down
Under the lights and sound
Everybody get down, down
You know that she's a killer
Watch it get down, watch it get down
Watch it get down, watch it get down
Murder...
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