what d**** were you doing?

My stepdads family so dumb for wanting to do a brunch the following day of his birthday party lmao. They knew we was gon be drinking, and he tore up rn, that nigga not making it to a brunch

Nervous for this photoshoot breh

broads with chest tatts scare me

boaw boaw boaw
in ur hoe

At night on my lonesome sometimes I think about how women go through so much. It brings me to tears.

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Need to stop eating and drinking so late at night, wake up mid sleep with a tummy ache

Very thankful for this site

Need a new cut but dont know what to get

Just made €400 ‘modeling’ for 3 hrs

problem solved

I'm so f***ing lonely man.
I know it's pittyful to care so much about not "getting p****" and at first i didn't mind but for years now i've been trying my very best, spending so much money on clothes, haircuts and the gym trying to make myself more attractive just to still be alone watching my friends that never invested in any of those things get more attention in 20 mins after walking into a room than i've recieved in my entire life.

S*** makes me feel like i don't deserve to be loved, like am i really that ugly/unatractive/weird/gross?

I know that nobody owes me anything and i try my best to make peace with the fact that i'll be alone forever but s*** still hurts.

Sorry for the rant, i'm just being a b**** here online because irl i can't really afford to be this vulnerable nor do i have anybody with whom i could talk about this irl.

All I see is self-blame.

Let go of that hate.

Will be hard but will be much more beneficial

Would rather blame myself then to become one of those men that get bitter towards women and start blaming them. At the end of the day if i was more physically attractive or had a better personallity this wouldn't happen so really it's on me.

I don't think have any hate in me, i'm just hurt and sometimes talking about the thing that's hurting you helps, i don't anybody irl to talk about this so i let it out online.

But you don’t have to blame yourself or women?

Nvm I’m talking to an loser

That's exactly why i never talk about this irl and just shut it all in, people will just call me names and start looking at me different, i didn't choose to be in this situation and i can't even talk about it with anyone.

Guess all i can do i suffer in silence until one day i die.

Sounds like you not putting yourself out there and are waiting for things to come to you. Which unless you’re like a 6’2, chiseled jawline having ass nigga it’s prob not gon happen

I miss you

I try dawg, but that s*** is traumatizing with the way women treat me. I hate playing the victim but sometimes they look at me like the fact that i am approaching them is offensive to them, looking at me like i'm gross.

Sometimes they don't even look at me at all, i remember a moment i wasn't trying anything, just trynna ask for a lighter for a blunt and they ain't even look at me, they completly walked past me without looking at me like i wasn't even there.

Again, nobody owes me anything and i know i'm b****ing but that s*** hurt and it continues to hurt, the damage to my self-esteem will never be reversed.

I just unloaded in that toilet. Go crazy!

Do something that you’re interested in and meets consistently and that allows you to meet new people, so maybe language classes, art classes, a gym group, a team sport… the possibilities are endless really, it’s all up to you. Try to talk and make friends with the people there for its own sake (not trying to meet girls or whatever), you will gain more confidence and have a bigger social circle… the key is an attitude shift, and the easiest way to achieve that is a context shift.

Yo, yo, ayo (evil, rise)

Thanks man, really appreciate your advice, I'll try it.

Currently I'm mostly working towards learning to be alone and having things to distract myself so I don't think much about that.