my inner potential is to grow old with the love of my life and be a caring father to 2 children

the biggest misconception monotheistic religion propagates is that god is all knowing. god is all perceiving, not all knowing. in fact i think he might lack memory in general, the ultimate intuition, history is preserved thru the current morphology of the universe, the trajectory is built into our very being, theres no need for memory when u are yourself the result of the passage of time

im sorry i shoulda not said anything, everyones spiritual path is different maybe you are best off following your intuition and desires. my path is complete abstinence but i understand others are different

Adoration of beauty in its purest form is a result of inner potential

i believe that life is art, god is an artist at heart, i attempt to appreciate beauty in many forms, over time i have become cold towards sexuality in general, i feel like its not for me, so i sort of naturally am against characterizing people based on attractiveness because i think its an illusion, another misguided idea that evolution has enforced upon us, something to be overcome in the pursuit of a higher existence

I understand, I hope you find what you’re looking for in your pursuit

Can i ask what set you off on this path

Not specifically abstinence but the spiritual pursuit in general

ugly goon from janwildes twitch

kundalini awakening has been whooping my ass for years

I used to be into psychedelics, one time i saw what i cannot describe in any other way than the ultimate incarnation of feminine being, she revealed herself to me and since then i have felt that feminine part of me awakened. I cannot turn back now that my perception and emotions and body and thoughts are all 100% rewired in a way that makes me agnostic to things like emotion in general

my goal is just to understand this world in the most granular of detail. i have the tools to do it, i just need time

We’re walking similar paths. There will never be enough time. We’ll just have to keep following our curiosity the best we can till our last conscious moments.

I personally believe emotion is useful in all this though. It can be a burden yes but conscious thought can sometimes be misleading when trying to understand the undefined imo

I wouldnt shut it out completely

…So you must be P****!

Understand in over to conquer or understand just to understand?

u cannot conquer but so much, just like electromagnetism or gravity consciousness is a massive field dominated by entities we cannot understand (or atleast this is my belief)

you can latch on to schemas or general perspectives on reality that satisfy certain emotions, but to reach a higher power you sort of have to be beyond any material or worldly thoughts and emotions. theres really not much of a point in doing this unless you believe youre an "old soul" and your desires do not lie in this world. in the realm beyond this one, impulses and ideas will come to you like bolts of lightning, if you find yourself tethered to some worldly concept or emotion you will find yourself reincarnated in the corresponding form

i want to understand so that i can ascend, i believe that inevitably we will all ascend, i just choose to do it sooner than later

I think you're right, my current trajectory is set from a place of absolute darkness, the desire to not be alive, im constantly deliberating between life and death, whichever i choose i want to make the most out of it. So here i am, working on myself every day, for the purpose of atleast becoming as knowledgeable and powerful as i can in this form.

Death is inevitable so the way i see it, i have no choice, life is always the choice for as long as it persists, even if its unsatisfying and ultimately incapable of making me happy. But regardless, emotion is something i dont experience normally, life events like romance or success are more or less meaningless to me, so i have to just keep diving deeper until i can find something interesting.

phoenix is a dried up place

Just not meant to be. She can do what she wants, I can dead these emotions frl

These single mothers are a cancer to society.

90% are "raising" bad ass b******s who don't know how to act smh.

clothes and food are the biggest wastes of money by far

I’m so envious of this guy’s sweater game. I’m tryna get like him.

Facts

Eat the same meals that put you peak performance. F*** a chef

Have a 1-3 outfits for summer and winter and treat them like uniforms. Timeless joints >

Simple

Need more Future x Drake

Also need America to teach more about the Arab slave trade

And the mycelium kingdom

Mfs need to stop being so damn negative all the time