the way i have zero charisma 💀

@ovocrew When you find that song stuck in your head 🍾

Get a new one

Army of the Terminally Online is coming for me again...

Using “American flag emoji” as a diss lol

We preach apocalypse written by John the Revelator
But won't even speak to a stranger ridin' on a elevator
Or step to the side when we standin' still on a escalator
The planet earth is a hospital, we on the respirator

u ever type up a 6 paragraph thread, realize its too personal or just too disorganized and delete the whole thing

i had this whole idea for a thread about how modern economics precipitated the current dating crisis, but it just became my life story of mental health issues and poor decision making that is loosely related to romance or economics

Houellebecq discusses this

the biggest regret i have in life is putting financial stability and professional success ahead of love. i speedraced life in every aspect besides love and i now know that love is the hardest aspect of life to master

its like playing an RPG game and putting your points into every attribute except HP

ive always had this weird militant sort of dedication to my spiritual values which over time included avoiding casual sex, i dont hate that part of me but it seems to be more of a disadvantage than an advantage atleast socially and romantically

imma check this out

My sleep has been really bad since moving.

Before I go to bed the only thing I can think about that I hopefully can get a decent night of sleep. The problem of thinking about sleeping makes you not being able to sleep

Vicious cycle right now man. Hopefully it'll get better soon

I'm so tired that I don't even feel tired anymore if that makes sense

The greatest lesson Jesus taught is to forgive

Being a genius is sick

I'm in a substance abuse meeting and im kinda high but f*** it we ball

Pretty much been embarrassing myself but it's str8 I'm realizing my life is way better than most people

Ig I'm providing comedic relief these niggas is crying an s***

this year I'm gonna make it

I have a super idiosynratic way of thinking about things

We talking about forgiveness and my thought on it is basically I don't even have opinions on the events in my life I sort of just go with the flow but obviously I wouldn't say that in the context of a meeting

I feel like I've mastered emotional alchemy

Sidenote I feel like I'd be terrible at any job involving working with customers, I can't relate to anyone on an emotional level

that sucks fam hope u feel better soon and find direction

Paranoia.com

I haven’t been consistently or consciously expressing enough of what I want. That’s gotta change

im trying, there are ebbs and flows where everything feels good then im suddenly down again. ahh well. thanks bro

One of my good friends is also going thru a breakup, i see what u mean with the ebbs and flows, those darker emotions are natural imo jus take time to do fun hobbies, maybe hang out with friends, take time to reflect and meditate on things but also find time to have fun so ur not isolating or thinking about things too much. Also might be good to focus on work or something productive