no regrets, no shame about my relapse

embarrassment, yes. but ironically, im fighting more for sobriety when i do get twisted because my soul knows it's wrong and is fighting.

sober me needs to do better because yk, people always say "oh this person is way better when sober" which, yea personality wise/being concious, but they're the ones, with a clear mind, choosing to get f***ed up.

Addiction isn't a choice. But your actions on how you handle it are, and regardless, I'm proud for continuing to fight and starting to process how to be honest with others about it.

you're such a doll and i'm a boy

I did some coke a few weeks ago I could instantly feel that desire for more. Best of luck to you in your recovery

1199

I have very kind eyes

They betray my true nature

God damn I'm so happy I'm not the one getting grilled today

This site is rough to look at sometimes rn there’s just so much negative energy circulating

Dam my old music hard

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Won't you be my ownx8

Unrequited my love
Talk to me my dear
All I feel in my heart is fear
Whenever I can feel u near
Come here baby wanna feel u close
Niggas mad yea they do the most
Smoking green on the golden coast
Yea I do a lot I don't mean to boast
Out for dinner we might have a toast
To excellence and more bread
Bad girl went to Morehead
She gon come thru gimme more head
When it's time take her to bed
Caresse her body rubbing on her legs
Love hurts that's what they said
Right now feel like they lied

Won't you be my ownx8

Unrequited my love
Treat me like a bug
Talk to me my dear
Come on suck me don't be weird
Shout-out rino for the line
B**** I do this all the time
Swear she looking so devine
Wanna f*** like she is mine
Running out of f***ing time
Always on the f***ing grind
Come on baby we cOuld shine
For you I'd build a shrine
Dedicated to my love
Dedicated to my pain
More than sexs to gain
Someone to hold in the rain

Won't you be my ownx8

Cut me off leave me gone
She don wan me around
Sometimes think I might drown
Sometimes think I might drown
Wedding she in a gown
Thought she won't let me down
Someone else with my crown
Type s*** make meee frown
Sometimes wish I was dead
I don't think I am ready
So I sing all melodies
Feel like life is a malady
See right thru all the galaxy
On my throne with my chalice
Bang the desk with my mallet
When I'm higher than god

Won't you be my ownx8

I'm actually a very strong songwriter

"Men are in love and women are in business."

Only men can be foolish enough to believe in love.

Coffee shop opens in 1 hour and 38 minutes 😮‍💨

Gn

The name of the game is to make USD and live somewhere good overseas where the USD has good or great buying power.

Live an easy and exciting life.

14 months 8 albums

When u was a kid asking what music in the future would sound like

This is it

I live in a vortex of malicious sounds

If u step back and look at life for the past 100 or so years, everything is evolving so fast it's like an experiment, like would u rather life be safe and stick to the old ways or go on this journey of the possibilities of life in this universe

Cus social media internet even TV they interact with our minds in unnatural ways, it's truly unknown how they will affect our evolution or the planet as a whole

i HATE youtubers who attempt to use statistics to prove a flawed point without having an iota of understanding of proper statistical a***ysis. u cant just throw up some biased numbers that are posted by sensationalist outlets without digging into how they actually do the a***ysis

correlation = / = causal relationships

music sxn was fun while drake and kdot were dropping but the d*** eating really is crazy

I feel like if I made a curb your enthusiasm style show it would be the funniest show of all time

I have a problem of compulsively talking s*** online

Once they reply and I can't think of anything because my whole point was garbage, then it's just like oh well onto another L

how fast u fall asleep...great indicator of health

I think if the Bible is true than Satan is right cus God be trippin