My girl showed up to my crib unannounced and I didn’t give her the warmest reaction. She has a key to my crib so she really is welcomed whenever. She just told me she was gonna be here Friday though, so I had resigned to spend the evening alone tonight. Was bout to wallow in my depression, and I hear keys fumbling at my door.

I don’t like people showing up to my crib unannounced so it kinda irritated me ngl. Trying to look at the bright side of it. Her presence will keep me from having a pity party for myself. Just been feeling down all day. This was my first day off work after doing doubles for 2 weeks. Thought I’d have some alone time.

Knowledge is more about subtraction than addition.

Less is more no doubt. You don't need a thousand steps/habits.

You just need to do all activities and actions that move the needle forward regardless of how boring or repetitive it is.

All you have in this life is God and the mission.

TGIF

I think i have selective mutism

Trying to spell the word “some” and phone left it as “sone” so I’m like wtf is a sone.

One sone is arbitrarily set equal to the loudness of a 1,000-hertz tone at a sound level of 40 decibels above the standard reference level (i.e., the minimum audible threshold). A sound with a loudness of four sones is one that listeners perceive to be four times as loud as the reference sound

I’m also substantially tired of how my phone types

Ate a banana smoothie now my stomach hurts

Ig I'm rly allergic to fruit

idk if im jus f***ed up but none of this new music hitting for me

its sad that the mods here wont allow any sort of conspiratorial content

feels very dystopian. theres probably something going on with the covid vaccine that people deserve to know about

I’m hardly downtown these days

Day drinking smh… I have to tutor someone in an hour and a half

At least you got a girl 😔

One more double shot before I head out
Edit: Nvm… turns out I don’t have to tutor today

I probably shouldn’t be on the road anyway

being part of a strike at your pt job the day before your bday, what a way to star the weekend

Sitting back vibing to some country music

Either my friend cut me off for some unknown reason or I could be overreacting

Context:

• known each other for about 10 years now
• last time we spoke on the phone around June he was saying how he was just gonna cut unnecessary things out of his life etc
• planned to chill July but that fell through
• we have 2 fantasy football drafts together & one is tomorrow and I called him about plans and what not
• my best best friend from kindergarten knows him and gave him details of the draft all that
• my texts go green

Maybe I need to start reading group chats more his ass is in Japan :ariscared:

what a f***ing trip forgot how long acid trips can turn

I love myself wayyy toooo muchhhhhhh its f***ing crazy i dont know if its healthy

been in an ltered state of mind since more than 8 hours

Off a bean 💊

recovering but still sick.. wtf do i do this weekend

We’re living in dark times