I slept early and woke up in the middle of the night from a dream where I figured out time travel a la Steins;Gate
(Where i could send my current mind back into my younger body)
Was a shocking experience
Damn...
i dealt with this a lot, three friends of mine passed way in hs just here today and gone tomorrow and i have a massive family over 100 cousins so people are always sick so i’m used to always missing someone even if it isn’t easy but this is the first time someone my age felt weird and went to a doctor and it actually ended up being something bad. really makes me question what i’m doing
my body wont even let me relax how crazy is that
i guess subconsciously i know i should be doing more
If you decide to live with your girl, make sure to buy everything in the crib yourself to save a headache once yall break up
Got my parents tellling me to stay clean 🤦♂️
But I won’t wanna 
Because I got demons on my mind 
I got demons on my mind
Finally did a bunch of s*** I was putting off but now I’m the most anxious I’ve been in weeks