Back to what I said about interracial dating

It's usually also, that when a black dude get together with a white chick, it's always for the money
Or because she wanted jungle fever

It could never be cause they actually love each other, no way 😂

U could be more talented
Prettier
Wealthier, have more personality etc

They'll find an excuse to make u look bad or like ur using her

"She could do better but she just wants money/great sex/mixed kids"

Like instead of ppl just congratulating me for having a beautiful gf

They'll say;
Aye man we know why u do it, she rich af!!!!

Or there is something wrong with the girl
"She always been troubled"
"Nah everyone already got her, wait till she a single parent, she will be back to white"
"She has daddy issues"

Its amazing how much pressure they wanna apply on such relationship and trust I've learned one thing

For us as black ppl it's easy to deal with racism, not easy, but we're used to it

When ya bring someone in the picture that isn't, you'll c how difficult it becomes to swallow for both parties

Cause now ya partner under fire too, being the target of abuse and stereotypes
Usually not someone theyve dealt with

Specially from family

Ya need a strong af partner to deal with that

I had a hot chocolate in the cold today and felt the Christmas cheer for a moment...

Get this farthead f***ing New Yorkers out of my f***ing state

Man I mean it, my kids ain't getting no phone or anything
And if they do, it's just for the basic "calling and texting"

I fr c no reason why ma kids would need to be on social media? Be brainwashed? Peer pressured by stupid folks?

Tbh I c so many kids glued to they phone, losing grip with reality, the
environment

Everyone seems to be so bitter, there is less social connection between masses

Kids trying to reach heights that are impossible without working for it, cause they saw it on social media

I was raised fairly poor myself

I never got a PS3 when everyone got it, I got mine years later and didn't even have a game for it, only demos

Same with phones

Everyone was on the Samsung Star and iPhone or Ipod Touch s***
Did I want one? Yes
Did I get it? Nope

And tbh am glad I never got spoiled like that, it's basically all s*** u throw away or gotta "update"(cause every year or 2 a new phone pops up)...

Like tbh as a creative today, it seems like my parents just encouraged me to play outside or use/sharpen my talents
Rather than giving me the newest phone or handing me a new big screen TV in ma room

Like if I compared myself, my mentality/way of living as I got older with na friends

They was really like restaurant this, new phone that, new gadget here, new materialistic bs there

All they did was spend

Like if u ain't spending, like me, ppl just laugh at ya

Meanwhile I had learned to be content with what I have
I had learned to say "no thanks" "nah I don't need that really, so why would I buy it?"
"Ow I need a new one? Lemme buy a cheap alternative then"

Now it's all a battle of fancy

I remember when I started blowing tf up

The white kids couldn't understand how I was so stylish

U know they buy luxury only, big brands only and they buy what everyone buys so we must be cool af right?

But then comes a black dude, wearing vintage thrifted s***, look stylisher thab they ever will and they get all pissed

Like that's also the reason why in my life, certain type of rich folks would hate me

Cause they have the money to throw on all these luxurious resources and still look da same

I had to go find resources and create my own canvas and looked unique and dope af, they didn't like that at all

Till this day when I walk on da street, dem rich ppl don't know how to act at all when they near me

Authenticity, confidence that comes from within, don't need to buy it
Independence that comes from inner strength and wisdom
Being able to walk ur path, without following or looking for approval

That's what these folks think they do and represent. But don't

Benji blue bills
Dirtball
Yung bans

Should i go?

I feel like image/identity wise im what rap is missing

Freedom is the endgame...No expectations

went to pick up weed and bro said i added a lil extra merry christmas! and gave the most trash weed i feel disrespected

General Tso chicken and fried rice with some lemonade...cheating on my diet one final time.

Navy paying for the food though

Hear me out, I know this mean;
I remember my mom always saying during my youth
How come this country/area got so many disabled folks(compared to where she come from)

I used to think it was mean af

But honestly she f***in right, like half of ma city are mentally disabled folks

Am sitting on this train and all I c is disabled folks, like the entire spectrum

Tbh I rarely see it with black folks over here

And I ain't gonna cap, incest is a topic over here

good morning. lets get it !

Man white ppl that be like
"Ayo we should stop talking about race! That's what causes racism!"

"How can there ppl be judging others based on their skin"

"Racism is just. A tool of confusion"

Like breeeeh, do u take pride in being so stupid?
Like I mean, if u can't put yourself in our shoes aka have empathy
Just don't talk about it

But don't assume that ur world view is the same like ours