bout to start smoking crack
no bap
whenever i wanna go out and party with my friends … by the time we get to the club they’re sick, they’re tired, they have a headache, they don’t wanna drink, they can’t stay out for long
but they go out with their friends and family and they’re out all night, going hard, up for anything
idk if i’m just bad luck or bad vibes in general when it comes to partying specifically but it’s lame. like tot he point where someone’s like “oh im so ready to go out and party with you and get f***ed up!” i’m like what the f*** ever. let’s see if that really happens.
whenever i wanna go out and party with my friends … by the time we get to the club they’re sick, they’re tired, they have a headache, they don’t wanna drink, they can’t stay out for long
but they go out with their friends and family and they’re out all night, going hard, up for anything
idk if i’m just bad luck or bad vibes in general when it comes to partying specifically but it’s lame. like tot he point where someone’s like “oh im so ready to go out and party with you and get f***ed up!” i’m like what the f*** ever. let’s see if that really happens.
i’m being overdramatic cause this hasn’t happened a lot. but when it does i’m annoyed
crack
U jus starting now
im hip now
Last session with my therapist cause hes the GOAT. Realized it today when i didnt have jack s*** to talk about and felt kinda selfish to keep a slot when it can be open for another person in more dire need.
Bro equipped me with great coping mechanisms and changed my whole outlook on life in a practical way that applies to my actual life, instead of me just watching youtube vids and trying to conceptualize a way to fit such a outlook in my life.
Now its time to tackle my problems that exist in the macro/ external scale.