leavin this country on 4th of july baby, its my own independence day. everyone askin me if its for good and im like man its worst case scenario if i have to come back here

I hated you once
I envy you now

Bruhh, these b****es bad asf

Atp i dont even care tho. Like i dont know these girls an im not the type to do anything crazy with someone i dont know

Hope everything works out

rent was damn near 1100

Yeah see I also thought it correlated with the church and how it's a taboo and that's why the childlike fascination with it

I mean I grew up in a Household were my.mom absolutely didn't speak about intimacy/sex/love, like it was forbidden
Still am not really making it my identity as an adult

Same like yeah am more interested in arts, psychology etc
And it's something that amongst men specially gets so annoying when u talk to them
It always has to be about women/sex

Again to me it's like u just don't have nothing going on in life
Ur sense of self depends on sex, so u basically have none, that's also how cheaters start existing

I remember my mom saying tho that for example in Ghana s***isn't that huge of a thing, even tho perverts exists everywhere
It was less common or fetishizing children for example
Cause that's the whole thing with s***
It starts at a younger age and the victims of ones obsession too

That's true tho could u expand more
Cause it's like they indeed live detached from the self
beer too like yikes alcohol is sooooo big over here, and it costs many life's
People will always find excuses too tho to consume it

Like I remember from my 19-23 ish, I was playing football at a high level and taking care of my body and self
I just remember how shocked people always were around my age how I spent so much time on my body and not drinking
"Man wtf I need beer! I couldn't do what u do man that's insane! Am happy with my beer gut!"

Even when people invite u to chill, it's to drink
Its to talk about s***
I know women also drink and think about sex, but that's the reason why I have a much better time speaking with women and not men
I can actually talk about anything else but s***or beer hahahah

Yeah I think it's not only about s***being taboo but also children discovering s***on their own.

I myself had my first sexual contact with other boys, not girls, few years after that I started dating girls too, but until then I was very confused and also had moments of hypersexual behaviour in which I just wanted to dive deeper into that, probably fueled by my natural curiosity..

Did you experienced sexual encounters during your childhood?
When I was little there was a kid in the next block which would just deliberately touch other kids, he touched me too, and I don't even want to talk about what that triggered in me.

So yeah, there are many things that influence this hypersexuality behavior in adults, but I do understand how you feel, everytime I hang out with this dude he's so narrowly minded when it comes to women, I show him music made by women and first thing he does is a***yzes their bodies and look and check if they're beautiful

Alhamdulilah

Careers going great but now the rest of me fading slowly

My soulmate somewhere in the world just waiting on me

My chef got the recipe for desaster baking slowly

My heart feels vacant and lonely

But still, making the most of this s*** and more

Havent been able to see family for a while that s*** is wearing me out

F*** windows of opportunity let me go through the door

Got food poisoning and I threw up twice today. I don't remember ever vomited for so many years

I do wanna say i shouldnt have made that all about white people, cus im sure other races have similar outlooks at different points in time

But i do think s*** like college debauchery/party culture is very western/white, in asia for instance people are a lot less open about stuff related to s***especially in public places

I think western media promotes hypersexuality, like these shows like love island or the real world, its all about s***and relationships. U also gotta think like most people like sex, and when its so easily accessible via p***, then u have the sorta situation where people are having more free time, they dont rly know how else to spend their time besides pleasure seeking

Where can I buy a drone that can shoot a gun?

Wow that's interesting and first of all thanks for sharing that! Sad u had to go through it specially as a kid we don't understand what's going on and it's impact of it on our future selves and others
Id have to think

Like I do remember finding a p*** cassette tape of my dad by accident when I was a kid and watching it, being confused why a women getting peed on by a man in her face hahaha
My mom immediately snatched the tape away

Other than that I don't think so, maybe for fun in a dressing room where boys would compare or talk about d***s but nothing of real contact

Like I had my first real sexual contact when I was 23

And yeah I also remember there was also boys and girl very young too busy with s***and s***, probably from their parents
Man even the hypersexual dudes in my teens would laugh at me cause I was really "pure" and innocent lmfao

And again my mom didn't talk about s***so I'd be ashamed of intimacy really

Damn am sitting on da train
In da heat

This train door closes, I see a fuzz
This girl gor her arm stuck in the closed door while holding her bag

I immediately took the bag told em toss it through the window and I started pushing her arm/hand back through the door

It worked

Everything in its right place.