I never amounted to anything

If it wasn't for my sobriety i def would've been killed myself

I hate myself

I'm gonna take this ambien but i promise this is for knocking the f*** out and going to sleep I'm not chasing any high my mind is too f***in cooked rn and my withdrawals are killing me i don't wanna be conscious rn

Lowkey a year ago i would reach over and grab my bottle of oxys and pop 3 of them

I had to stop because i def had fentanyl in my s*** for me to nearly suffocate to death on my own vomit

I feel like I remember you posting about that glad you’re on a better path now

4’11 petite mixed girl with 3 kids

Me: I’ve seen enough, do those kids need a father?

Her: no they don’t, I need someone for me

Me: the wait is over. I’m here now, im all about you

Her: that made me tingle

Me: that means there’s something between us and I want to find out what it is ( )

Very bittersweet birthday coming up

Legit dont feel like doing anything or being anywhere.

Which means Ima have to do something and/or be somewhere productive because pops would say “stop being a b**** ass nigga”

WE ARE NOT A CONTENT HOUSE

Raining

Bout to throw on this Erykah alc project

Thoughts on ChatGPT to talk to girls?

That s***s lame ash 😂😂😂 people gonna use ChatGPT while they go out with a girl in person? Just type s*** in and show her, pointing at the phone without saying anything

Good point

Damn went to clean a pool came back and truck almost didn’t start, left the lights on…..is it going to start back up at the next pool or was it just cuz of the lights???

Alr got a new battery

found my new fav subreddit to waste time on

reddit.com/r/GirlDinnerDiaries

idk if this just girls larping or creative writing alternative

but damn i fw the concept

Damn thisbcute girl I matched a couple times already matched again 3rd times a charm

Dawg it’s been raining all morning and the forecast didn’t have barely any on Apple weather