Too much weed had me having delusions. I don't think it mixes well with bipolar disorder.

Show me love

Preciate it fam

"Dat ass fat"

I’m currently hoeless.

Thinking about how lazy I have become. I am almost like a zombie when it comes to work, play or attention from others.I have to stop.

Stay strong man 💜

Race war

Ahmaud Arbery situation honestly has me f***ing sad, seriously sickening how we can live in a cruel ass world with people content on ending the lives of others

It’s so f***ing sad after thousands of years of mistreatment that black people still go through bullshit after bullshit

I’m losing hope each day for my people because it seems like the fight is never ending

I’ve honestly never felt so weak, I wish there was more I can do for my people

I gotta stop jacking off

I used to be one of those anti 9-5 NEETS that absolutely hated and rebelled against the idea of a job like that after my first job. It wasn’t that bad but it wasn’t exactly what i wanted plus i didn’t enjoy being there and always checked the time when i clicked now. Now I’m older, i understand that 9-5s aren’t bad at all and just a step to get where you want, plus with whatever dreams you have you have to have some discipline like that. I also just started to appreciate life and everything more and i just gotta start living life. I’m only 21 and I’ve been stressing myself out about my future and s*** and I’m young i haven’t have myself a real chance to live and experience life. I always wanted to do it perfectly in this perfect way where i was in this perfect form. I’m letting to except myself and everything now for what i am and knowing i can always change and evolve. Still not gonna abandon my passions, but i gotta spoil myself after this quarantine. Trying to become a actor model and producer i always wanted to be this one way and compared myself to others 24/7 while not really appreciating myself more cus i wanna be the best so bad. But i know now that just me being me is okay and i don’t have to try that hard. Everything will be okay, don’t force anything just live :+). Patience.
Also: being at a certain point in my life by a certain age really mattered to me when i was younger, i think a lot of people at a certain time got rich and famous at a young age and i really wanted to be like that, but there’s no rush and it doesn’t have to be :).

long ass post sorry just had to vent hehe

time isnt real

i changed the time on my phone, makes me a time traveler

will do, dawg. thank you

this is becoming more likely as each day passes.

i wonder how black people would mobilize if such a thing ever happened

We’re too fractured to win

i got y'all in game 5

This quarantine makin me so nostalgic

Been goin back to so many old games, vids and snap memories