i cant spell for s***, i just wanna be normal and not hink like a weirdo and all this other s*** i think its just the night time

I want to say that my environment is responsible for holding me back, but honestly that's just another excuse.

There's always a LOT on my mind

Just missed a uni deadline as I thought it had to be handed in after 10am, but the deadline was in fact 10am.

Nice early morning lesson

Emailed my tutor and there's no hope lool

thinking about vulvas and how ive had this picky eater feeling towards them, i need to f*** more girls and just eat some p**** if throw up on her then i guess it wasnt meant to be

might experiment with putting s*** on them like girls do with whip cream

welcome to the darker side taboo

People talk out of emotion more than i considered

Weird Dream log: May 22,2020

Was in some kind of college librry. This old white guy/professor was just walking around and talking to students

This one female student asks him if he’s finished this invention he’s been working on.
Dude gets annoyed and tells her people need stop asking about it and she goes “but I was just-” before he cuts her off.

They go back and forth interrupting each other until dude start grabbing her physically and I’m like “AY cut it out” and he looks at me and says “put your d*** away “

So I grab his arms off her and dude swings at me. I hit his ass back.

Thing is my hands burned like I just soaked them in jalapeño pepper juice or something and I was actually FEELING this.

So he coming at me again and I punch him in the chest and push up over the bookshelves.

Hands was burning again and like the first time is literally felt my skin burning. So I dipped to the other side of the room cus it was like “how do I fight this nigga”

Then I guess I just forced myself awake

Dude looked like:

Not enough time in the day.. and when i do have some free time it isn't enough wtf..

who knew a first edition of a book could be worth so much

fml even harder....

it never really mattered too much to me . 💗

I miss that hoe and I hate it

I get anxiety when I send out a text. Waiting for a reply, waiting for your phone to vibrate/ring makes my stomach hurt

Its not that I get offended if there's no reply, but that wait time does something to my emotions

My goddamn unemployment and the useless piece of s*** governor we have right now

Rather open up mega stores, spread the virus even more rapidly, cause countless unnecessary deaths and infections just to make the economy move more quickly then keep her citizens safe and pay us what we f***ing deserve just so she can use the money in her retarted campaign to br re elected and peticion for statehood

You stupid c*** trump or the senate and house dont give a f*** about statehood (we're never becoming one anyway thank god) and theyre just going to ask for OUR aid money back once the quarantine is over

Dumb b**** was even told by US government to focus on our damn country and stop mentioning f***ing statehood

They dont give a s*** and never will

Swear to god this the first year im voting

F*** this b****

Prayer Works.
Manifestation Works through spirituality
Wont he do it?

"man i'm too high, think i'm in a coma."

Walkin round in my coupe deville.

Sometimes he won’t

Mood