i think about killing myself alot. no drive to actually commit the action. just what would happen after if i do it. sometimes i think about how everyones life could possibly improve then i think about funeral costs and s***. constantly feel like a burden to everyone. I've had these thoughts my whole life. even at my happiest. i should probably do something about it

You one of my favorite on this site, please don’t hurt yourself fam and seek help if you need it 💚

we all have intrusive thoughts fam dont even stress about it. and no one's life would improve... you're more important and valuable to this world than you think and me and the many others on this site would be devastated to lose u ❤️

thanks for the concern fam🖤 these thoughts are just something ive always dealt with since a kid. i don't have any drive to actually do the action (anymore) so rn im just trying to focus on stay healthy mentally and physically. i won't hurt myself. at least not in that way

Thanks fam this is really kind of you🖤 And that's what i tell myself all the time but the thoughts always come back. hopefully I'll always have the right mind to do the sensible thing. thanks again for the concern

i have a new baby cousin 💗👶🏾

i appreciate the words immensely guys but im fine so don't worry . I'll always be fine.

That’s good fam, staying active and having positive thoughts really goes a long way, I used to have those same struggles too so I know what that’s like 💚

girls dont want honesty and some of them cant take a joke.

Scotch got me on my ass

Staying up to fix your sleep schedule is woat. so much torture not being able to hop in bed until later

Detroit niggas a pop you with braces on

Daytona is what music is supposed to be all the time

Lmao is that yung gleesh dancing

To live, to fly

I don't understand my homie

He talks to these mid girls keeps telling me I'm not tryna f*** jus hang out invites them over an is surprised when the girls start acting weird

Like I told u they gonna think u tryna smash an they're down so what u expect when u curve them? Why even entertain it?

Now I'm the a****** cus I'm sitting here like smh

B**** I'm not tryna f*** YOU

This chick only wants to hang if a mutual friend comes along (she hasn't said it but I can tell). I'm offended lmao