on my jog i couldn’t help but start crying .

which means i got sun screen in my eyes , ouch ouch ouchie . one of the worst pains . 😭 smfhhh .

666 scary

hate being asked to do dumb s***

How my academic advisor ghost me

Nevermind they finally responded and were actually helpful

pain is getting worse. can't even sleep now

tremors stopped and came back too

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gonna try to meditate tonight. i used to be able to do it but ive had things happen and i could never just hold still mentally. i think im doing better these days and hopefully if i can meditate properly ill be able to sleep through a night without waking up in the middle of it

been having vivid either weird or bad dreams but theyre always so vivid. i really havent had a nice dream in so long tbh lol

man it’s funny how people start to act around you when you finally realize you’re the s*** and you’re not so down and rough on yourself

All the jobs i wanted to do needs you to have a car smh!

Bro idk how people are cool w being broke or living off of the governments dime, i got way to much pride to be a charity case that's why this current stage in my life hittin me so hard..

On some real s*** rn my head is full, i deadass don't have anyone to talk too and the only person i somewhat vent to but know not to say too much too is my landlord and i feel so ashamed afterwards but i have no choice, This b**** has the NERVE to compare my situation to hers bc she doesnt get her original salary anymore. And im like what the absolute f***... i am literally broke the moment im finished w groceries,laundry and travel expense how in heavens name can you know what am im going to and im no where close to having this months rent

People are so f***ing deluded and always manages to make the topic about them, no wonder idc to be around them..

This really is the only place i can say whats on my mind while still trying to figure it all out. s/o to those that try to encourage me

How much do you think Jesus owe in child support tho since he’s an absentee father

I'm like TT

he’s dead bro

That don’t stop nothing bro, you can file for any assets to be liquidated to pay for the outstanding debt but Jesus was a broke mf.