Goddamn im still a kid and im 22 years old.
I need to control my f***in emotions bro why tf did i just do that. Mans is just tryna help and i snapped
Everything bro said is completely right. I cant grow if i react to criticism with anger. f***, i need to control my f***ing emotions man. Cant believe i let myself do that over the truth. mans was just tryna protect me and help me grow. this a BIG L but a lesson i needed to learn about myself. I gotta sign up for some over the phone/ zoom therapy or something.
Always on your mind
People get depressed over their sports teams lol
Like you know what I can overcome every emotion
Just faced timed with my little brother (we aren’t blood related but hes my actual brothers half brother so we still consider him family ) and this nigga already 6 feet tall at 13 and wearing a size 12 shoe
Everytime I think about if i feel more and more that coronavirus really ruined a niggas plans man
It definitely came at a good time so im just pouting but man i wanted a new break a clean slate to make friends and start building.
The time it gave to prepare myself and practice my craft has been a cursed blessing out of this tho now i feel 120% ready to go
I'm in dead waters. Got no sense of progression or excitement in my life, been like this for a while now
Sure, Covid may have f***ed up some plans but ultimately it's on me for sinking in to what's safe and comfortable. Hard to get out of this hole
My professor wants me on campus tomorrow but hasn't messaged me back on what classroom...