i hate how in my experience dating really consists of a constant battle against one another where both parties are vastly afraid to show off how much they actually like each other. Scared of being the one showing oneself vulnerable. I wear all my insides on my sleeve i aint the one fa that.
This is my experience to but the fact im able to have real genuine intimacy with platonic people in my life of both genders shows me i can make connections with people and I believe without a doubt that one day I may find that level of vulnerability with a partner. I never had this before until recently in my life. I think with relationships the fear of rejection , the expectation , and commitment is what makes me afraid. A friendship doesn't have this. You can't go ghost for a week in a relationship
Like sometimes even though I've been treated like trash or dealt with inconsistency and at times I feel no hope I remind myself my past is not my future as I need to learn from it
I realized halfway this was a lost cause lol should of not answered
I havent even read that thread cause of the title
When you get a bunch of men together in a room , chat group , discord your worse behavior comes out. In my group chats we be coming at each other necks and s***. I used to always get aggravated and leave . Its like we all had to make ourselves look good infront of others. I know for me when I felt insulted I attacked back . Yet when I talk to these niggas solo or have phone convos its some of the most wholesome intimate conversations I really have had .
I dont even have positive conversations on ktt lol . I just talk s*** and joke because this a past time but I need to be more cognizant that these are people im talking to and not just entertainment.
Like if I call you my friend I got your back through thick and thin. If you need to call me on the phone to cry again I got you Dawg
u gotta remember its genuinely really young ppl on here
King Era Dude if You Black ..
When you get a bunch of men together in a room , chat group , discord your worse behavior comes out. In my group chats we be coming at each other necks and s***. I used to always get aggravated and leave . Its like we all had to make ourselves look good infront of others. I know for me when I felt insulted I attacked back . Yet when I talk to these niggas solo or have phone convos its some of the most wholesome intimate conversations I really have had .
this velev of High..
A love letter came through the mail, it said, "I miss you"
I ripped it up and flushed with the tissue, try to forget you
I ain't got nothing against you, we human, we all got issues
But I'm tired of being tired of being tired
That part of me done died
I see it, then I don't, act like I'm blind
I'm confident it won't be one of mine
I know emotions come with lies, so I tell the truth all the time
Ain't got no sympathy for no b****