Back in my hole I go. My nice comfortable, predictable, antisocial hole. Where nothing matters and I never have to feel like this again
feels so good not to simp for you anymore, blocking you was the best decision i could have ever made
But I do have to own up to it. That bridge is burnt and it hurts that I couldn't have handled the situation better but I wasn't using that bridge anyways. Thinking about it, that s*** was doomed from the start. My mistake was not realising that before I engaged. It came down to one aspect and I was never gonna do that,so no amount of talking would've got me around that s***. I'll work on me as best I can. Realise I have flaws and address them as best as I can
There’s somebody that keeps riding down my street on a motorcycle making hella noise.
I’m about to throw something in the street.
Nope. No fatties.
coffee before sushi is not a good idea
Everything falls into place
I wish I was close with my brother and sister
Why is my family so weird and antisocial, me most of all
synthwave night
Days r just passing me by and its difficult
I need to know what i have to focus on and get to it with no breaks
9-5 sucks really really bad especially since i dont have a car to commute with so a lot of time is being lost
But i still got about 3 hours to myself at home
I have to maximize those
I still miss having somebody to talk to but its not a focus of mine to socialize anymore, i can go another year or two doing it alone
This will pay out
I need to create more
It’s odd how we’re consistently in the same headspace dude lol.
Stopping a 9-5 won’t fix the weird time stuff, I promise you. I work for myself and I honestly miss the way the 9-5 schedule felt mentally.. days meant so much more to me then
Now everything is just.. time is a flat circle dude, every day is a Monday and a Saturday, nothing really matters anymore.
It’s odd how we’re consistently in the same headspace dude lol.
Stopping a 9-5 won’t fix the weird time stuff, I promise you. I work for myself and I honestly miss the way the 9-5 schedule felt mentally.. days meant so much more to me then
Now everything is just.. time is a flat circle dude, every day is a Monday and a Saturday, nothing really matters anymore.
Whats your sign