sat/sun vow of silence
been a long time since i did it tho
could probably go thru a day or two in college where the only person i talked to was the drive thru attendant
i live by myself and work remote so it’s been entire days this month where i havent had meetings or hung out with someone on the same day. only words that id be speaking would be to myself or to an employee somewhere.
2 months when i was little
Tripped out so hard off edibles I lost all sense of reality, every facet from touch, to sight, to smell, even the ability to think broke down to the point that uttering two words was a monumental challenge.
When I came down from the trip I had EXTREME paranoia. Stayed inside my room for nearly a week straight, only leaving to shower (family brought food to my room).
Would legit go 16 or 24 hrs w/o talking unless someone asked me a question or tell me something, to which I had only 3 responses, yes , no and ‘oh, ok’.
I felt empty , like the personality that contained me died. It’s so hard to describe, but if I had to put it together, you don’t really know who you are until it’s all ripped away from you.
Tripped out so hard off edibles I lost all sense of reality, every facet from touch, to sight, to smell, even the ability to think broke down to the point that uttering two words was a monumental challenge.
When I came down from the trip I had EXTREME paranoia. Stayed inside my room for nearly a week straight, only leaving to shower (family brought food to my room).
Would legit go 16 or 24 hrs w/o talking unless someone asked me a question or tell me something, to which I had only 3 responses, yes , no and ‘oh, ok’.
I felt empty , like the personality that contained me died. It’s so hard to describe, but if I had to put it together, you don’t really know who you are until it’s all ripped away from you.
I'm sorry you had to go through that man it sounds incredibly traumatic.
I'm sorry you had to go through that man it sounds incredibly traumatic.
Yea it was inane, like a long term disassociated sense of self. But I’ve come around full circle feeling better than ever and I’ve completely recovered mentally.