And kind attachment you tend to attract in your relationships?

Friendship wise Im avoidant so I dont trust niggas and Im cold sometimes, most times not because I dont have feelings but cause they feel uncomfortable.

Romantic relationship wise I think I switch from Anxious in early stages to more secure once I get my assurance wich is basicly just honest communication.
I tend to attract anxious girls but I look for secure ones...the problem is that my early stage anxiety scares the ones I look for sometimes, leaving me with "no choice" but the anxious ones.

So I never got to experience a stable secure relationship.

I ignore basically everyone nowadays

Its for the best tbh