Used to be music in the past, but recently my interest had dwindled and appears like my interests have shifted now. Id say my job, specifically working remotely as an engineer. Whenever I go through a rough patch or emotionally wrecked, I’d instantly open up my laptop and do work, sometimes even on a Friday night. Pushes me towards getting promoted, and recognized by my manager.

Crazy enough I did put in 13 hour days over the past week, felt accomplished putting in hard work

Gotta do better, just know they got long term ramifications on your mental

top 2 been weed and p*** for me as well. i feel very confident I've got weed behind me, and on monday I made a stretch at my weekly integration group to not watch p*** for a week. speaking my truth to the other men from a place of vulnerability and feeling their support seems to have changed the game, given me some real power. I've had a couple small urges this week but instead I dove into my bullet journal and everyday this week I have instead exercised, meditated, read, and journaled.

the 'trick' for me has been doing that tough introspection (often facilitated by my brothers at the group) and realizing at the deepest level why I behave the way I do to find the shadow that's driving that behavior, and then keeping that shadow in front of me

for far too long i've been a mediocre man, content with simply getting others approval but breaking integrity with the man I know I can be.

"It's remarkable how uncomplicated it is most of the time. The hard part is not knowing what to do, but having the resolve to do it. What is one thing you know you should do right now and you just need to step up and do it?"

Music and art

And seroquel

Honestly focusing on my career

Maybe Pokemon atm

Always music

I usually just feed that demon and hope for better days ahead, idk why but trying to escape those feelings doesnt work with me. But i feel like music is sorta therapeutic for me, been listening to that new sampha and 808s a lot lately. I can definitely say that i do have some albums i put on specifically when im feeling like s***

Kino.

I don't have one

focusing on my career to be a researcher in my field, studying for exams, discovering new music, etc

what a healthy and inspirational habit man I'm happy to read this

keep at it, idk how u find work to be an escape but PLEASE DONT CHANGE THAT LMAOOOo

I like to make music in my downtime but havn't gotten around to creating recently, f*** it i'm finishing my 'El Blanqui2' songs tonight

just say you love being a slave to the corporate

my escape is definitely nature, especially sky and clouds, and music, and weed

Weird thread

walking dogs
reading books
gym at 5am
music
video games

Well I had gotten much better at music so it's probably still music

Or listening, going through old soul songs to see what to sample

Just enjoying the music, not even as an end goal to chop or whatever

It's one of the best hobbies you can ever have

Cause you're creating something and no one can take that away from you

I had a lot of friends who were getting crazy during quarantine times, mostly uninterested people in media or music so they had nothing to do and their only interaction was going outside and just hanging out

To me it was like a blessing to just sit at home, no responsibilities just dive in

Used to bike alot but it got kind of boring cause I was doing pretty much same locations for years

And I couldn't have earbuds on all the time cause of danger

weed video games marxist literature weightlifting

I miss when lifting was my release

I would like the gym more, and spend even more time there, if the people there weren't the most annoying kind of douches on the planet lol

walking

esports

Running outside. Clears my head like nothing else

Im all in like cody rhodes

Working out and music for sure