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i gotta get to where im going first

Nothingness is terrifying

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Bro trust me I have been exactly where you have been. But I’m gonna have to be honest you have to stop with this f***ing pity party.

“Oh my life sucks I have no friends”
“Oh I’m so useless”

Yeah man you probably got dealt a bad hand in life. Maybe you were born with mental illness like me. Maybe you had something horrible happen to you. Maybe you randomly got hit with severe depression.

But honestly man nobody gives a f***. You’re a f***ing man bro this world doesn’t give a s*** how hard or painful your life has been. You’re gonna have to fight tooth and nail and fix your mental health and fix your life. You’re gonna have to find the strength within yourself to keep fighting back against life.

But this woe is me attitude isn’t gonna do a f***ing thing for you. Nobody is going to feel sorry for you or me and nobody is gonna save you. You have to be a man and go out and fight this world.

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He has a tough f***ing road ahead of him. Finding self esteem is one hell of a f***ing journey. I’m still on it myself and I’ll tell you man it’s f***ing brutal.

you came from nothingness. and are currently simultaneously experiencing nothingness and somethingness

not tryin to get fired bro u kiddin me

2nd Coming of Jesus Christ.

I already know no one gives a f*** about me man. I don’t need you to remind me

you just asked me questions, so I answered them

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Jesus man you’re not listening to a word I’m saying. I didn’t say any of that to attack you I’m saying that telling yourself that you’re worthless and you’ll never amount to anything is NOT going to f***ing do anything.

Instead you need to wake up every morning ready to f***ing fight the world and fight the pain that you feel. That’s what being a man is.

I said that no matter how bad your life is the world doesn’t owe you understanding and it doesn’t owe you a break. You have to fight for that s***.

READ WHAT I AM SAYING I’M TRYING TO HELP YOU.

The world doesn’t care about anybody. That doesn’t mean that nobody cares about you. I’m talking to you right now through a f***ing screen and I already care whether you live or die.

I am listening, you’re just not saying anything I haven’t heard before.

The world doesnt care about me? yeah no s***. my life experiences have shown me that, I don’t need you to reiterate it.

Get up and try? what the f*** do you think I do every day? I go to work, I pay my bills, i try to eat right, I do the s*** that I have to do, and I still feel like s***. I don’t need you to criticize my manhood or tell me I need to fight when I’ve been doing exactly that and it’s still not getting better

Everything you just listed off are things that you do just to stay alive. Paying your bills? Going to work? Come on man.

What are you actually doing to improve your mental health? Have you gone to a doctor? Have you tried any medications? Have you looked into therapy? Have you told anyone how you feel in real life?

I want to see how my story ends

honestly i dont know

Cause life is f***in awesome lol

yes I have tried all of those things. I’ve been to my doctor and she doesn’t care. I’m just another name on her file. I have tried several different therapists and medications for depression and anxiety and none of them did anything for me. I have talked to people in real-life, tried workout plans and supplements. I have tried everything I can think of to help myself but no matter what I still find myself in the same position - lonely, stressed out, and hating what I see when I look in the mirror. and unfortunately, I don’t have insurance anymore so I don’t have the means to find another professional

you’re trying to be helpful but it comes off the opposite when you just assume s*** about what I have and haven’t done when you don’t know me or my history

So then keep trying. That’s literally the only thing you can do. Fighting for a good life doesn’t mean trying a few times and then giving up, it’s trying everything until it starts working.

You’re only getting angry because on the inside you want me to confirm your beliefs that you’re hopeless. Or you want me to confirm your belief that your life sucks by saying something like “Oh man you’re right that’s so terrible sorry you feel like that I hope you get better”

I’m not gonna f***ing do that. I can guarantee that your life is not nearly as hopeless as you think it is and I can guarantee there are plenty of things you haven’t done yet that will help you. The last thing I’m gonna do is hear someone say this s*** and pity you because I know that’s exactly what you want.

I’m harsh because that’s exactly what you need to hear. You’re either going to keep trying to improve your life or you’re going to die. You literally have one choice. So keep f***ing trying instead of getting on here and complaining.

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