fallingpond

5y

Being Chinese is a f***ing curse and this whole corona virus thing has made it ten times worse. I was aware from a young age that in general people would not like me for being Chinese, but this has really shown how much of a curse upon my life this is.

I hate that I am supposed to think that China is the cause of every single f***ing evil in the world. You question whether China is the modern day Nazi Germany and that's that

Literally everyone, in real life and on the internet, hates me and wants me to die just because I'm Chinese. On KTT it's nothing but 'China deserves to suffer' and 'Chinese are subhuman' rhetoric. All the major threads on this section are just talking about how horrible a country China is. I just casually have to see posters talking about how disgusting I am. I guess I should just die right?

Even other minorities hate us. I used to think it was just white people that hated the Chinese but it turns out literally the whole world wants us gone, even other Asians. Not a single person in this world wants us here.

The worst part about this is that when other minorities accuse us of worshipping whites they are entirely correct. We are largely white worshipping. Just look up how many Asian women end up with white guys or how easy life is as a white expat in China. We are a f***ing pathetic white worshipping people. If we had any ounce of self respect we wouldnt allow white expats to come to China and then s*** all over it, we wouldnt allow white men to come to China and make money just for being white. Maybe we do deserve to be hated since we hate ourselves as well.

Real life is even worse, all the Australian boomers think that China developed this virus and believe that we should bomb China or something as punishment. Why is it acceptable to think that millions of people should die to fulfill your sick revenge fantasy since you think Chinese people are to blame?

Throughout my entire life I was ostracised for being asian but this has made things a thousand times worse. I don't want to be white or anything, I just wish I wasn't Chinese. Obviously the whole world thinks being Chinese is something to be ashamed of, so why wouldn't I as well? LITERALLY EVERYONE HERE HATES ME LITERALLY EVERYONE F***ING HATES ME YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW THIS FEELS

ooh noo

5y

People hate the Chinese government not the Chinese people

vagabonds

5y

naw i see a lot of people calling chinese people disgusting

ooh noo

5y

People hate the Chinese government not the Chinese people

ucantlickyourelbow

5y

I was listening until this OP " LITERALLY EVERYONE HERE HATES ME LITERALLY EVERYONE F***ING HATES ME YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW THIS FEELS" . Understand while f***ed up, what your experiencing is not unique.

ooh noo

5y

People hate the Chinese government not the Chinese people

ooh noo

5y

People hate the Chinese government not the Chinese people

fallingpond

5y

Yeah you're right I realised that was a dumb thing to say. Ive calmed down now, I don't feel as bad anymore. This was something I wrote in the moment because I felt hurt by all the posts s***ting on me.

imdoinf

5y

This is how I feel being white on ktt2

Sunny Sun

5y

Lol welcome to the club, this exactly how the blacks & middle easterns your people miss treat feel 24/7

You get no sympathy from me

imdoinf

5y

If you’re taking every post personally think you got some unsolved mental issues

fallingpond

5y

Yeah I know its not normal to get so pissed from internet posts but I've always been hyper sensitive against attacks and criticism since I was alive

Resurrected Ducks

5y

this that self hating Indian guys chinese alter ego

Childish Nigga

5y

Shouldn’t be kicking niggas out of your country for a disease y’all created