thats dope
i chase women at night
Do you ever catch one
Twenty-five years ago,I was in a car accident that broke myjaw and caused injury to the right frontal lobe of my brain. At the
time, the focus was on the visible damage-the fracture, the swelling, and the immediate physical trauma. The deeper injury.
the one inside my skull,went unnoticed.
Comprehensive scans were not done, neurological exams were limited,and the possibility of a frontal-lobe injurywas never
raised.It wasn't properly diagnosed until 2023. That medical oversight caused serious damage to my mental health and led to
my bipolar type-1 diagnosis.
Bipolar disorder comes with its own defense system.Denial. When you're manic,you don'tthink you're sick.You think everyone
else is overreacting You feel like you're seeing the world more clearly than ever,when in reality you're losing your grip entirely.
Once people labelyou as crazy',you feel as ifyou cannot contribute anything meaningful to the world. It's easy for people to
joke and laugh it off when in fact this is a very serious debilitating disease you can die from. According to the World Health
Organization and Cambridge University, people with bipolar disorder have a life expectancy that is shortened by ten to fifteen
years on average, and a 2x-3x higher all-cause mortality rate than the general population. This is on par with severeheart
disease, type-1 diabetes,HIV, and cancer- alllethal and fatal if left untreated.
The scariest thing about this disorder is how persuasive it is when it tells you: You don't need help. It makes you blind, but
convinced you have insight. You feel powerful, certain, and unstoppable.
Ilost touch with reality. Things got got worse the longer I ignored the problem. I said and did things I deeply regret. Some of the
people Ilove the most, I treated the worst.You endured fear, confusion, humiliation, and the exhaustion oftrying to love
someonewho was, at times,unrecognizable. Looking back,I became detached from my true self.
In that fractured state, I gravitatedtoward the most destructive symbolI could find,the swastika,and even soldt-shirts bearing
it. One of the difficult aspects of having bipolar type-1 are the disconnected moments - many ofwhich I still cannot recall that lead to poor judgment and reckless behavior that oftentimes feels like an out-of-body experience.I regret and am deeply
mortified by my actions in that state, and am committed to accountability, treatment, and meaningful change. It does not
excuse what I did, though. Lam I not a Nazi or an antisemite. Ilove Jewish people.
To the black community-which held me downthrough allof the highs and lows and the darkest of times. The blackcommunity
is, unquestionably, the foundation ofwho I am.I am so sorry to have letyou down.Ilove us.
In early 2025, I fell into a four-month long manic episode of psychotic, paranoid and impulsive behavior that destroyed my life.
As the situation became increasingly unsustainable, there were times I didn't want to be here anymore.
Having bipolar disorder is not a state ofconstant mental illness.When you go into the manic episode, you are ill at that point.
When you are not in an episode, you are completely 'normal'.And that's when the wreckage fromthe illness hits the hardest.
Hitting rock bottom a fewmonths ago, my wife encouraged me to finally get help.
Thave found comfort in Reddit forums of all places. Different people speak ofbeing in manic or depressive episodes ofa similar
nature. I read their stories andrealized that Iwas not alone. It's not just mewho ruins their entire life once ayear despite taking
meds every day and beingtold by the so-called best doctors in the worldthat I am not bipolar, but merely experiencing
"symptoms of autism."
My words as a leader in my community have real global impact and influence. In my mania, Ilost complete sightof that.
AsI find my newbaseline and new center through an effective regime of medication, therapy, exercise and clean living, I have
newfound,much-needed clarity.I am pouring myenergy into positive, meaningful art: music, clothing, design, and othernew
ideas to help the world.
I'm not asking for sympathy or a free pass, though Iaspire to earnyour forgiveness. I write today simplyto ask for your patience
and understanding as I find my way home.

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You feel that?
You feel all the love?


Her response:
ā Nia Lattimore
5h
First off, genius: it wasnāt some shady āillegal vinyl rip.ā I had the actual advanced copy early (AI vocals still baked into one track and everything, just like I wrote). But sure, keep crying about leaks while Iām over here actually listening instead of doom-scrolling for the next Ye glaze session. You basically skim the review instead of reading the whole thingāthin lyrics, slapped-on autotune, zero depth after all the hypeāand your big brain counter is āhe lives rent freeā + āhate trainā + āalways on his d***,ā despite my first time writing about him on this platform? Bro, you couldnāt formulate a single actual rebuttal if your life depended on it. Just pure stan d***swinging for an artist you clearly donāt even understand beyond the memes and Twitter clips. Couldnāt wait two days to defend the billionaire who doesnāt know you exist? Thatās wild. Projection is a hell of a d***. Come back when you can talk about the music instead of fanboy tears, lil bro. The albumās still gunkā
She literally used ChatGPT to respond
Digital version just leaked
All AI & hooligans added to 3 songs

Ye west permanent forced retirement soon Inshallah
CUCK > BULLY
Her response:
ā Nia Lattimore
5h
First off, genius: it wasnāt some shady āillegal vinyl rip.ā I had the actual advanced copy early (AI vocals still baked into one track and everything, just like I wrote). But sure, keep crying about leaks while Iām over here actually listening instead of doom-scrolling for the next Ye glaze session. You basically skim the review instead of reading the whole thingāthin lyrics, slapped-on autotune, zero depth after all the hypeāand your big brain counter is āhe lives rent freeā + āhate trainā + āalways on his d***,ā despite my first time writing about him on this platform? Bro, you couldnāt formulate a single actual rebuttal if your life depended on it. Just pure stan d***swinging for an artist you clearly donāt even understand beyond the memes and Twitter clips. Couldnāt wait two days to defend the billionaire who doesnāt know you exist? Thatās wild. Projection is a hell of a d***. Come back when you can talk about the music instead of fanboy tears, lil bro. The albumās still gunkā
She literally used ChatGPT to respond
This infidel will face the wrath of the kucks on the morrow
We ride at dawn
Everyone Bully @fka_sebastien