Dealing with that right now. It's really weird noticing how I'm not the same and I've lost so much of myself.

I hate it but there's nothing I can do about it either.

nah f*** that

Huh never

I mean it makes sense. You lose a part of yourself wen you lose that person

Like someone did something to you so foul that you spend a lot of time wondering what was it about you that let you drop your defenses to even let it happen in the first place

no

consider yourself lucky

Trust me cro your still the same ol secretgarden

Never get to comfortable with anyone or trust anyone

So you gonna tell us what that person did to you or ...

Groomed me then played the victim for years because a 14 year old was apparently old enough to be with a 22 year old

He got me banned from forums I posted on to cover himself and made me feel like I was at fault then I found his Facebook and outed him during me too and it turns out he had several victims

I was way too nice back then

He?

Damn you met him IRL or it was just on the internet ?

Internet. 2010 internet was a different place.

Yep. He liked me because I used to crossdress.

Pretty wild.

Hope you find peace homie f*** that dude

Sounds brazen

Nope never that, you was wrong for changing up to be with someone else. Tried that and never again.

Yeah, has ruined my ability to commit or trust sometimes now

Sounds like a whole new level of "rent free"

Man...

op got targeted by a pedo

ed

Never

something a kid that got groomed would say. let it go