Im a d*** addict and trying not to be but as soon as I turn on an earl song Im right back to fiendin
sbth was probably my darkest time ever, so yea that one
but really most of cudis music has this dark veil over it that i don't want to tap in all the time
Absolutely man. S*** is not much better for me mentally and i’m still poor but thank god I have a place to live now and i’m with my family. As horrible as it was and what came with it I truly appreciate everyday I can spend with those around me. I hope you’re in a stable place too because as horrible as poverty can be I cannot imagine losing someone close to me. You are strong as hell man.
It’s just something you gotta accept tbh. It happens to everybody.
It sucks tho cuz I’m broke on my d*** rn got this new job but probably won’t get a check for 3 weeks after 3 weeks without a job. I’m doing Uber eats tho on the side it’s just stressful rn ugggh