i smoked some weed before and its hitting me like a motherfucker rn. My close friends dont feel real right now holy s***. It is such a weird feeling to experience, the good thing is that i now know weed makes it worse. I had not smoked for like 6-7 months so i had no idea but god dam

Yea def know this s***. It’s scary. But you sound reflected op. You good.

Idk if this counts but I had trouble feeling my hands and my face

it used to be like rn damn near everyday but it is much better. It it is weird hanging with friends and then going home feeling like they dont exist. Im not gonna smoke weed again after this s*** no more tho

i dont know bout that nigga go seek a doctor asap

Bro you just f***ed trigggered me f*** you

Ive had this s*** for 6 years now s*** is ass

No

Damn your first time dissociating is in 2021 from weed I be dissociating daily

Weed does that when you take a break the s*** they are selling nowadays is filled with chemicals bruh that s*** is just gonna f*** you

I feel like I've disassociated but I've never had that s*** like explained to me

Spent a lot of my life escaping like this

Sounds like me when I smoke tho

Yeah when I look in the mirror for too long

S*** is spooky

I've never really understood it, I remember one moment very vividly years ago in the school cafeteria where I suddenly felt outside the whole situation, like it felt absurd that people were saying words and knew what they meant, like for a few seconds I felt like an alien observing everything and I wasn't really there

It was a really strong feeling but very brief, is that anything like how it feels for people suffering from dissociation?

yea, this was back in august 2018 - I smoked like half a joint one friend gave me the day before and hit it mid work shift, 20 minutes later I flew to Pluto.

the worst part is that I worked in a nightclub as a barback and that day it was packed as s*** I had to switch positions with a friend that was on a quiet bar because I simply wasn't functioning well.

bro I was f***ing flying and having auditory hallucinations like people were plotting against me and talking down on me, i'm dead serious.

coworkers told me that I was pretty much catatonic and not moving much or having no reactions.

inside I was literally going thru some s*** and trying hard to come to terms that I was just in a bad dream because I was completely detached from my mind, it was moving different that day.

this was one of the first times I realized that weed simply wasn't good for me but I kept smoking and ruled it out as an anomaly until it hit a second time and I said never again.

sometimes you might have a predisposition to trigger a mental illness with d**** and should defo avoid that, you don't want to mess up your brain for some hours of enjoyment or because you deal with the bad trip because you're a tough guy.

if it's recurrent just accept that said d*** needs to be cut and try to move to a different one.

and? the doctor will just tell you to stop consuming d**** lol

To some extent you may want to listen to what you're telling yourself. DO your friends treat you well? Do you know where your feelings may be coming from, even if they're caused by the weed?

no nigga i do it on a daily basis.

It is so weird seing my friends when i have it tbh

Yes. For a few seconds. Crazy experience.

taking huge doses of robitussin will do dat to you

yes it can be like that. it can be like that, in the movie “numb” it gets explained quite well what it feels like. Although i almost never deal with feeling out of my body, it is mostly me feeling disconnected to my friends. As in they dont exist, it is so weird tbh. It has been a lot worse tho.

oh because of d**** then its normal. Weed and pills usually makes mee feel numb af

they tweat me good but i feel like i can never get enough from them. sounds so corny but even if we click and have a amazing relationship i have a hard time feeling it. (pause) it was never like this tbh