Sep 22, 2021I dissociate often.
A lot of the time I feel like a passenger in this life rather than having actual free will
Sep 22, 2021Yeah when I had a panic attack
- Sep 22, 2021
Yes my first time getting it was when i took a strong edible. Bout 200 mg THC. Had a panic attack and everything started to look insanely unfamiliar and it only made me panic more. It was horrifying waking up everyday to it not being over but after a month or so i was back to normal. I remember i said ill never get high again then i tried another edible lol. Then the second i started thinking about it.. it came back. Only this time i was back to normal when i woke up.
Sep 23, 2021·1 reply
peduxeyea, this was back in august 2018 - I smoked like half a joint one friend gave me the day before and hit it mid work shift, 20 minutes later I flew to Pluto.
the worst part is that I worked in a nightclub as a barback and that day it was packed as s*** I had to switch positions with a friend that was on a quiet bar because I simply wasn't functioning well.
bro I was f***ing flying and having auditory hallucinations like people were plotting against me and talking down on me, i'm dead serious.
coworkers told me that I was pretty much catatonic and not moving much or having no reactions.
inside I was literally going thru some s*** and trying hard to come to terms that I was just in a bad dream because I was completely detached from my mind, it was moving different that day.
this was one of the first times I realized that weed simply wasn't good for me but I kept smoking and ruled it out as an anomaly until it hit a second time and I said never again.
sometimes you might have a predisposition to trigger a mental illness with d**** and should defo avoid that, you don't want to mess up your brain for some hours of enjoyment or because you deal with the bad trip because you're a tough guy.
if it's recurrent just accept that said d*** needs to be cut and try to move to a different one.
Been thru exactly the same s*** you went thru, and I can say that s*** sucks. But I did not quit smoking because weed is one of the things I look forward to after a stressful day.
Sep 23, 2021·1 replyNever had this and smoke damn near every night, sounds scary tho
- Sep 23, 2021·1 replySignedTwice
Never had this and smoke damn near every night, sounds scary tho
You don’t get paranoid from smoking daily?
- Sep 23, 2021Kako
You don’t get paranoid from smoking daily?
Yes I def get paranoid sometimes but never experienced dissociation. I usually find if I'm doing something while I smoke I won't get paranoid, it's when I'm doing nothing I'll get hella paranoid and overthink.
- Sep 23, 2021·1 replyNARDO WEAK
Been thru exactly the same s*** you went thru, and I can say that s*** sucks. But I did not quit smoking because weed is one of the things I look forward to after a stressful day.
you’re brave to stick with it, I like weed but it’s no longer worth the anxiety/stress for the benefits of the afterglow.
- Sep 23, 2021peduxe
you’re brave to stick with it, I like weed but it’s no longer worth the anxiety/stress for the benefits of the afterglow.
You right bro for not going the path you are hesitant to go to. But I believe weed amplifies our thoughts and the tendency of our actions while high. What I mean is what caused the paranoia was there in the first place but you are able to suppress that (thought) when in sobriety, but unable to suppress while high.