from money, societal expectations? it's doable but requires sacrifice u workin at all rn?

last year was one for the books

from life

all that other s*** artificial

too aware of the fact that life is s*** yes

and no job

Lot of sleep, lot of d**** tbh

I feel you op.

Sometimes it feels like I’ve inherited all the worries of the world.

I started therapy last year partly to help with this mindset. I think it’s unhealthy. It can lead to an arrogant and judgmental personality

i almost became that but now i just feel like im becoming this silent void

just watching everybodies slow demise while mines accelerates

nice avi btw

art

i just smoke a lot and stay up

I smoke to sleep, drink to forget and do acid to escape tbh

my anxiety won’t let me take any heavy hallucinogens

this strain of bud i got f***s me up enough already as it is

I f***ing feel you dude, I’m trying hard to get motivated but how are you supposed to motivate yourself around people that just do the same things everyday? My sister complains about a lot of s*** but does nothing to change it mfs don’t wanna change for the better of themselves and it pisses me off

exactly

then expect me to always be the inspiration

im dried out and dont care anymore, so dont look to me as the golden child

Do you experience an extreme sense of nihilism sometimes OP?

not really

moreso a basic understanding of life and how we manipulate ourselves to think otherwise

All the time but the truth is nobody cares.

So ask yourself this op, why should you?

because im stuck here and killing myself is a sin without mercy

Existential crisis?

past that

You’re doing nothing wrong. As long as your outlook doesn’t come off as arrogant or pompous to others you’re fine. You’re just a thinker. I for one just let people bury their heads in the sand. The truth hurts for a lot folks.

I’m just giving you s*** mate you’re a good c***

Congrats you just had your first existential crisis