I smoke to sleep, drink to forget and do acid to escape tbh
This made me sad
Congrats you just had your first existential crisis
nah i had my first one the month after leaving college
so right after high school
how about you start chasing your dreams/ be who you want to be. a man should always have a mission in life
I smoke to sleep, drink to forget and do acid to escape tbh
Been there. Work it out fam.
@sadfacetony_ sounds like disassociation
how about you start chasing your dreams/ be who you want to be. a man should always have a mission in life
a decade of “dream” chasing gone
not my passion anymore fam
It really is f***ed the way everyone plays along with the current standards of how you live day to day. And people always complain about it but they do nothing about it. Everyone always complains and does nothing about it. They don’t take a chance on what potential we actually have when we work together but it’s understandable why they play along seeing as they don’t wanna risk losing things. We can move so much faster if we listen to each other and stop being selfish. And selfish people aren’t bad people they just play things too safe to not wanna lose anything
a decade of “dream” chasing gone
not my passion anymore fam
then you’ll end up like those you despise or become suicidal
then you’ll end up like those you despise or become suicidal
im on the fence of being miserable
Not to hijack your post but this internet s*** got us f***ed up
especially when you get off the internet and really that nobody lives on earth
we live through this small screen
People seem to be okay with not reaching their own dreams as long as they can experience them through others. We spend hours on YouTube, IG, Twitter looking at things we will never be able to afford but seeing celebrities we like sharing their success online makes us feel like we co-own it. This is why people get so invested into who their favs are dating, where they are going, who they talking to. Like Ariana Grande stans. They all have avis/pfps of their icon not because they look up to her but because they like to think that they're all one and the same and Ariana is an extension of their personality, a literal avatar.
They give up their own personality to assume the personality of who they admire. My point is everyone does that. We all love virtuality, the quality of having the attributes of something without sharing their real or imagined physical form and since we are the first generations to do so we don't know what the long-term consequences are yet and even worse, we still haven't had a serious scholarly discussion about this although Google and Apple are trying to fight it with their wellbeing apps that turn your phone off at night or whatever to help you snap back into reality. Anyway can I go back to posting avis now?
i feel like im so close that i can see the promise land but for whatever reason i just cant let go. whenever i drop some form of social media i get addicted to another. or i'll spend the day daydreaming about the future. every day i chase that high and that takes away from my studies or just progressing as a person. i dont know if this makes sense or fits in with what u are saying but i do agree with u and this is how i feel.
but maybe that "promise land" is a lie and the people who i perceive to be there are in the same spot as me. idk
reading it over i guess what i'm trying to say is that its not always the case that people want to live vicariously thru social media, some of us are trapped thanks to the way these platforms were built
s*** got me feeling like I don’t belong fr
the more I try to explain to my wife and my mom, the more frustrated I get
come over here op lets be aware together ;)
i feel like im so close that i can see the promise land but for whatever reason i just cant let go. whenever i drop some form of social media i get addicted to another. or i'll spend the day daydreaming about the future. every day i chase that high and that takes away from my studies or just progressing as a person. i dont know if this makes sense or fits in with what u are saying but i do agree with u and this is how i feel.
but maybe that "promise land" is a lie and the people who i perceive to be there are in the same spot as me. idk
reading it over i guess what i'm trying to say is that its not always the case that people want to live vicariously thru social media, some of us are trapped thanks to the way these platforms were built
No I know what you are saying. People in Buddhism call it enlightenment, it's what Jesus was trying to explain people, also what atheists and bohemians are trying to explain to religious people. We are too afraid of falling and the suffering/pain that comes from breaking free. It feels easier to just stay inside the simulations and bubbles we create or others create for us than to leave them and risk getting our bubbles burst by reality.
We're scared of being out of the loop, being outsiders. You gotta get a job, a house, a family, a dog, a car or you're weird and people start talking about what is wrong with you and why you don't want to be happy... Don't have IG or Facebook, ok. But imagine if you told anyone that you don't have a smartphone because you think it makes people live in their Ivory towers and it has caused society to be more divided and anti-social than ever in history? People will tell you that YOU are the one living in an Ivory tower, not them. I type too much sry but yeah just the way I see it.