Subconsciously I always had making my parents proud until I realize that they wont be around someday and I will be completely alone

You can still make them proud when they’re not physically here OP that’s what they would want :)

Yeah but by being a good person not necessarily career and professional achievments (not to say they dont value those)

I dont think so theyre very religious and once they will find out I am attracted to the same s***its over

That s*** is useless man f*** a career

What do I really get from that

Youre right that s*** meaningless but what else is there

If it makes you feel better, I come from a traditional black southern family that is rooted in Christianity, and my grandmother absolutely shocked me when my cousin came out and although it was a shock to her she accepted her for who she was because she loved her. I wish the same for you

Yeah alright half of my family told me to change my name to not be the shame of the bloodline

lol I feel like I put on a whole fake persona for my parents

gotta get that inheritance

Melting of the sun by st. Vincent awesome song btw

top 10 album of the year for me

Hows her new album?

lmfao I just realized thats not on the new one

It really is amazing, I was blown away I liked it so much. Not that I ever disliked st. but its gas

I still havent given it a full conscious listen but I gotta

Daddys home is a timeless record for me I come bsck to it all the time

None of my KTT followers will ever be alone

Who unfollowed

Oh no 💔

"Godfather II ending" aahh question

F*** that movie Im not no cool mafiosi

Just a normal guy if s*** goes wrong I have nobody and nothing legt in my 20s what wil I do then

you got siblings/cousins?

1 brother that doesnt talk to me

i don’t even care about making my family proud, i have nothing

This just what its about huh

it’s all meaningless man. i‘m still trying to become a better person signed up at the gym quit d**** and s*** but what’s the matter after all? will probably go back to hedonistic complacency eventually