Oh cool, nice! Are you working for a company or working for yourself?

I don't really have a project I want to work on per say. There's nothing I want to create that doesn't already exist.

I've been depressed in the past (probably am right now). I can try reaching out to a psychiatrist/psychologist maybe, not sure.

Haven't tried those and don't personally want to explore them

Never satisfied ma boii

I work for myself but am building a company, I have some contractors I work with, I can't deal with knowing someone is skimming off the top of my work lol. Aside from that I'm working on some other ventures, constantly keeping busy keeps me sane

But do you see a possibility to improve upon something?

I would suggest the psychiatrist for sure in that case honestly.

Personally I self medicated for a bit and got to where I wanted but I can't suggest that for everyone necessarily lol.

Have you read the War of Art? Not a deep read but might help in a motivational sense, Eat that Frog! is another good one

Typically when nothing feels good that you're doing you're depressed, definitely my experience

That's awesome man! Happy to hear that you're in control of your work.

Not really tbh, but I haven't thought hard about things in awhile.

I may look into a psychiatrist or something.

Haven't read the War of Art, but it was suggested to me recently too. May look into it. Will also look into Eat the Frog! Thanks for the suggestions.

And gotcha, maybe I am. Don't want to self-diagnose without any proper discussion though.

I also should try to exercise, meditate, eat better, etc, before trying any medication

link? how do i get added?

ktt2.com/msct

I enjoy it but you have to be willing to put different hats on depending on the situation lol

At least keep thinking about yourself and where your mind's at, it'll keep you on a trajectory so you aren't just on autopilot which is just the worst thing. That's when you end up being 30 and working the same job you're indifferent about.

War of Art is great since you have interest in music, and honestly above Eat that Frog I would place Man's Search for Meaning by Viktor Frankl, That is honestly an incredible book and more applicable to where you're at currently. Genuinely one of the best books I've ever read, along similar lines to The Alchemist.

I totally get that, self diagnosis is a slippery slope , Webmd will tell you you have everything if you look hard enough lmao

Definitely a good idea, but truthfully just trying out prozac wouldn't be negative no matter what, you can always get off it. Definitely a good idea to do those things you listed.

Most important genuinely KEEP THINKING about this because you don't want to become complacent, if you keep thinking you WILL be in the place you want before you know it.

Yeah, that makes sense. Jack of all trades, I see.

Agreed, don't want to be complacent and never act on anything. Have to make some progress/properly make strides or I'll be stuck like this forever.

Will check out Man's Search for Meaning first. Heard of Viktor Frankl, so will check it out.

I'll ask around and see if I can see a psychiatrist to get treated. Maybe something good will come from it, idk.

I really just want to be able to concentrate for awhile and not waste time cooming.

I have to go to sleep now since I have to get up early to complete some things before DSU, but appreciate all your advice and help man!

Just glad I could get most of this off my chest lol

almost 20 pages already

Hope I was helpful in some capacity, definitely shoot me a message anytime, and certainly let me know what you think of those books lol

Have a good one and good luck bro

Think anyone's fapping to this?

don't look at me like that man

I know there's good content in here

But don't look at me like that

Wow

quick question, would people consider having s***with their partner and busting 8 times a day just as unhealthy as masturbating 8 times a day? 🤔

props to you for deciding to make this change fore it's too late.

I suggest you uproot this addiction at the source by fixing your preception of women/whatever you associate p*** with. You shouldn't see them as anything p*** related

The p*** industry knows and profits off this, that's why IG is the way it is. Often times niggas would see a single thirst trap online and before they know it they're on a smut marathon. That creates a vicious cycle ruining your vitality and making the studios $$$. You should identify and avoid your triggers, or at the very least find ways to avoid the mental pipeline from it to p***

yes lol s***addiction, but also depends on time spent

this is complicating

so what if every time you and your partner engage in intercourse the actions last about ten to 20 min periods, maybe less? 🤔

wtff why u do this to urself man

Stop f***ing your own hand while watching pixels on a black mirror. Your soul is being sucked away each time. Potent life force - being drained into the disgusting pits of hell. P*** is a huge energy harvesting operation. On multiple levels. It's utter vile and kills men.

8 times 20 .2 1/2 hours on s***a day?

I mean... lmao