lmao it's not

nothing to do w being afraid it just doesnt matter what it is

I feel this man. It's actually very similar to my addiction.

Thank you for ur input

Love

facts

love

Bro just say youre addicted to weed

Love the people itt talking s*** about op without knowing a goddamn thing about him.

Good s*** brother. I been sober since the new year and it's an incredibly powerful feeling. Like I'm finally becoming the person I always wanted to be and was always destined to be. Just keep on with your self growth. I picked up a passion planner which has helped me immensely so the journaling definitely works imo. I just needed that added structure.

why would i lie?

Structure is so key

I've been tryna get more organised too and I feel like it helps with the self discipline and improving my life overall

i think op talking bout a girl lol

u lot weird lol

Big RT. Structure and routine come in so key. Me from 5 years ago would probably call me today "boring" but instead I know that I'm dependable, humble, compassionate, genuine, and have more self-control than ever before. So happy for you and your progress man.

Good luck op i did the exact same thing to beat my addiction

entry #2
2/20/20
it’s like god wants me to be addicted to painkillers god dammit.

on my third day on withdrawals/cold turkey and I’m surprisingly feeling a lot better than yesterday and falling asleep last night was surprisingly easy.

feel like I can be back to normal if I just keep this up for 2-3 more days but...

OFC someone hits me up to grab him 30 norcos just now.. and I know y’all prolly thinking “just give him the plugs number, what’s the big deal?”

well the thing is I been charging this dude 5$ extra each pill so everytime I middleman for him I make a quick and easy 150$.. but when I do middleman for I always end up getting myself norcos as well, using the free $150 I made off middlemanning.

I usually get like 10 for myself but today ima just get two and take them in half’s and this guy hits me up every week like clockwork so I’m hoping by the time he hits me up for more I’ll have already gone through 5+ days of cold turkey/withdrawal and won’t be tempted to pick up extra norcos for myself whenever I middleman for this dude.

tbh tho fashion section the reason I want to stop using painkillers cause these s***s is burning a hole in my pocket and preventing me from copping jawns and the fashion sect (+ failing upwards pod) has reignited my passion for clothing over the last year.

my b for the rambling.

I really be using ktt as a release or whatever to just get s*** off my mind/chest.

thank god no one actually knows me on here cause it’s the only reason I don’t care about putting all my s*** out there.

just threw away all my nicotine pouches. haven't smoked weed in 2 weeks because of upcoming annual job d*** test. let's do this

So what are you writing down exactly?

reflections and thoughts

Cool does it help? Writing somehow calmed my anxiety down too before

Kind of If ur consistent with it then it helps bro

This OP is addicted to jacking off and is too ashamed to tell us

Tell me it’s p***.