Im drunk as f*** AGAIN
I tried getting back on my meds but the bender called to me. I’m still locking in tho I’m getting this s***
Just heard about some s*** I was doing the other night f***ing kill me
KILL ME
sht dont even feel good anymore , not the process of the bender nor the sobering up after a bender
Really thinking about getting a drink. Works been hell and it's like I only drink Friday nights every other week a couple hours during pool now
Made 30k today
Been drunk all day
The real sadness in my soul still here
I BENDER HEAVY THO
It gets better
Been saying that since early 2023
This b**** did irreversible damage