Coked out by myself in the living room, Christmas aināt the same without my granny and my dad, hope yall enjoyed your holidays!
I tried getting back on my meds but the bender called to me. Iām still locking in tho Iām getting this s***
Taking the meds with alcohol
We lit
Too lit
Christmas Vacation bender was chill but Iām ready to get home and begin the new years bender
Playing Spider-Man 2 and blasting indie music with a bottle of orange flavored Jack Daniels
We euthanizing my dog Monday, found out she's fatally sick this morning with some huge protuding bulge in her gut I guess is called a mass in her spleen of blood
Been chugging black long drinks at 8.5% allllll day
We euthanizing my dog Monday, found out she's fatally sick this morning with some huge protuding bulge in her gut I guess is called a mass in her spleen of blood
Been chugging black long drinks at 8.5% allllll day
Hope you enjoy these last moments with your dog man, thatās awful. Sending love brother
Hope you enjoy these last moments with your dog man, thatās awful. Sending love brother
I feel bad, like she's old, we don't know how old, but I want to take her out to do "dog things" but all she really enjoys doing these days is laying in bed with me and my wife and it's been that way for awhile. The youngest she could possibly be is 10 and I think that's a generous guess
So we're just laying in bed petting her all day. Kinda hurt to happen to give her the last beggin strip we had left lol. Idk what I can even do to give her a good last 48 hours but at least we 'saved' her from euthanasia 6 years ago when the shelter my wife worked at was about to put her down cause some dumbass returned her for being "too much" (she peed on their carpet and was scared to be taken out with their 3 other dogs, was an obvious dog fighting survivor with trauma attached)
I feel bad, like she's old, we don't know how old, but I want to take her out to do "dog things" but all she really enjoys doing these days is laying in bed with me and my wife and it's been that way for awhile. The youngest she could possibly be is 10 and I think that's a generous guess
So we're just laying in bed petting her all day. Kinda hurt to happen to give her the last beggin strip we had left lol. Idk what I can even do to give her a good last 48 hours but at least we 'saved' her from euthanasia 6 years ago when the shelter my wife worked at was about to put her down cause some dumbass returned her for being "too much" (she peed on their carpet and was scared to be taken out with their 3 other dogs, was an obvious dog fighting survivor with trauma attached)
Go get her some special foods, feed her a steak and eggs or some s***. Iām sure just chilling in bed with you and the wife is plenty enough to keep a dog happy. She had a good life with you, find solace in that brother
Go get her some special foods, feed her a steak and eggs or some s***. Iām sure just chilling in bed with you and the wife is plenty enough to keep a dog happy. She had a good life with you, find solace in that brother
Due to pre-existing stomach s*** I can't feed her any real fancy food like that. Trust me, I thought about grilling her a steak but she will vomit and feel like s*** if I do. She already vomits like 3-5x a month without human food
Wife is fixing up her normal dinner right now which has been a specific wet food she loves for like a year+ at least
Might Uber eats some more treats though. i just realized we barely ate all day and could add that on
got work tomorrow but f*** it