Having no money and not being able to come home to a rational supportive family is draining man
Cause if I tell them I walked out theyāll lose their s*** and obsess over it for a week and hold everything above me
I just want to make money doing me. If thereās a will thereās a way, but just sitting in my car in town is killing me and I donāt want to waste gas. I wish I had more friends out here.
I tried Tinder and all there is phishing accounts and fatties so far. Like thereās gotta be SOMETHING to do that isnāt on my phone
Iām not afraid of them losing their s***, I just donāt want my mom to hold this negative attitude that leads to her lashing out on everyone and acting like the world owes her something. You knock over a $3 little vase from goodwill and itās a personal attack against her because ānobody cares about her and her stuff, but if it was my stuff I wouldāve been more consideratedā
I should be at home playing bass and drawing or playing DOOM. I hate living in a lie out of obligation to be mindful of something that is ultimately out of my control
Filling out assessments on fork lift operations and they asking me s*** I never did at coke
Lots of interviews. The places I did interviews with already havenāt got back to me yet and iām thinking about giving them a call. Got my last paycheck from Coke today. I can pay all of my bills and sustain myself this month, just canāt buy stupid s***.
Wish me luck
I dreamt I met Twelveālen. Only thing I can remember from that dream, but I havenāt slept good in a looong time.
October starts tomorrow. Get ready
You're scaring the hoes
Good. Only bad goth b****es and dark brunttes allowed.